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Taking into consideration that you are posting a gigachad to represent yourself in a meme-ified manner, I can with utmost certainty tell you what's gonna happen:

You get told by the uppity lady with a regal cantor that you need to respawn back in time, except with a new set of criteria. So how that looks is that you life your life again much like you lived this life, except that one school you went to during the 3-5 grades will be located at a different region slightly off from the original location but not too far off. Also, there will be different cartoons that you end up gravitating to and watching as a kid, but they are essentially carbon copies of the shows you liked in this life. except the characters will be different, and the people you made them will be same person with different assets of their own that ALSO deviate from the ones you knew in THIS life. The locations of your friends will sometimes remain the same, but their paths will be slightly altered, and your general sense of life (how it "feels" to be a kid) will be more distinct because that's just your soul resonating with the extra emotional data you collected from this life; so like, you will feel weird pangs of pseudo-nostalgia as you are experiencing something for what YOU will perceive to be your first time. That one artist with that one album you liked will be credited differently, and that one car you drove will be now made by a different company and discontinued early rather than being the most popular model sedan as it was in this life.

So and so fourth. And this repeats until your soul "learns" enough emotional resonance data and finally becomes truly self-aware/individuated. How do you achieve individuated self-awareness? Learn how to speak with your soul. And then disassociate. Then carry on a conversation without losing hardly any coherence. Like you want to be as coherent as you possibly can be, if not the exact some level of coherent as when you're sober-minded

Good luck