I am probably dying soon on my own accord, what is on other side?

Don't do it. There's no suicide method that won't be unpleasant in same way. Better to try to live to old age and die while getting some sweet morphine drip.

>>40638455 (OP)
Scumbag scammers. We know how the game work.

>>40638474
You just described one though which is why it's illegal.

>>40638455 (OP)
It's either up or down, depending on your relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ.

>>40638455 (OP)
No silver bullet to suffering sorry. You’ll just get reborn and have to suffer again

>>40638455 (OP)
You will forget everything and life will be better after infinite time passed but evil will remain as the same as what your future body will be capable of doing

>>40638497
This mainly compromises our vision but there are beings from different realities that are both within and outside but we can't see them because they live far away

>>40638455 (OP)
I'm not dying "of my own accord", God plans to kill me in 8 months and he's making this thread to terrorize me for drinking more pepsi to cope with the constant harassment, terror, abuse, and threats that I experience.

>>40638455 (OP)
Life is worth living. Don't do it.

>>40638577
if only you knew how bad things really are.
I am jobless, have shitties people around me, fucked up in university, and I lack energy to do even basic tasks

>>40638455 (OP)
Dreamland/Chaos, don't hang out there so long that you dissolve.

>>40638592
Oh and no fear. Believe in love and you will receive love, instantly. Believe in hatred and you will receive hatred, instantly.
Same mechanism as mind over matter here sort of, just amplified and not delayed.
Feedback loops get established easier so you gotta be careful and you should have trained plenty here to do so.

>>40638599
Oh and if you are talking about suicide then I urge you to read that reply again. You have a very low chance of being in the right state of being if you are drawn toward suicide.

>>40638455 (OP)
It's not worth finding out. Don't do it anon.

>>40638455 (OP)
>I am probably dying soon on my own accord, what is on other side?
Eternal pain and anguish.

>>40638679
Christcuck fearmongering? really?

>>40638455 (OP)
who knows but be weary dont trust anything alive or that can communicate and dont even trust anything inanimate (signs writing etc) and have a strong will/stubborn even if you go in the wrong direction you will maim yourself less then if someone deliberatly mislead you all the blessings to you fren

also if its not too much trouble shoot a politician on your way out or some bilionare

>>40638455 (OP)
avoid the tunnel of light, reincarnation is a trap and karma is fake, use intent to escape/return to prime reality

your soul will enter the absolute realm, it is a dimension outside of time where there are no limits. you can decide at which point in time and to which body you are going to be reborn into (or just stay there if you'd like).

>>40638956
this, go left, right, up, down, or diagonal directions. there is a lot to explore in the dark

>>40638455 (OP)
>what is on other side?
After you die there is exactly the same thing there was before you existed. Simple.

If you're gonna throw your life away at least go kill some feds or zionist scum for us. Who knows, maybe you end up in valhala.

>>40638455 (OP)
Just you.

>>40638474
>the redditor screams out in pain as he is attacked by phantoms of male energy

>>40638455 (OP)
>>40638588
Hello, OP, I'm not exactly sure what's on the other side, but what I am completely certain is that your life and your consciousness is extremely precious. So precious in fact, it's the only thing in existence that fundamentally matters to the entire world, which is your consciousness, and by association your own precious life.

I've been through hell and despair myself for a very long time, so I can deeply sympathize with you and your difficult trial and tribulation that you're currently facing right now. Anon, I wish for you to live on and continue to fight for your precious life for the simple fact that you and your life deserves more than to live miserably only for you to end it tragically by your own accord. You don't deserve this fate, nobody does. Instead I wish for you to overcome this trial and tribulation, to not let whatever suffering you're going through to define and control who you are as a person deep down inside, and to ultimately live the happy and fulfilling life you were meant to live from the very beginning.

So please, anon, as long as you don't give up hope in yourself and in victory, you will overcome this hurdle no matter how difficult thing gets, and when you finally succeed, it'll be all so worth it in the end. This is something I can truly believe and promise to you. I wouldn't want you to miss out on all the good and beautiful things life has to offer in your current life, because your life truly matters, as does mine. So please fight on, anon, because the best revenge is the live well, so please live well and live on with your life to the fullest.

With that being said, I wish you the best of luck, anon, I hope you please stay safe and take care, and Godspeed OP. Thank you very much

P.S. please make sure to get plenty of sunlight. Sunlight is important energy for the body, mind, and soul. It's helped me out in life, it should help you out as well. Just make sure you don't burn, but the Sun is worth it. Promise

>>40638455 (OP)
Seek God's peace. Your situation is temporary and will pass as much as it might suck right now.

>>40638455 (OP)
Probably nothing. No one truly knows. I had a heart attack and was pronounced dead for a few minutes and as I died everything just faded. My worries, sense of self, emotions,all gone it was just black kind of like falling asleep with no dreaming. And then suddenly I'm right back as if if didnt happen, best way I can describe it.

>>40641043
Did you believe in God before this happened?

>>40641058
Nah atheist since my edgy teenager days. Was raised Christian but caught on to the bs at a young age. Had the heart attack at 22.
There might be a God but I think every single human interpretation of it is just a cope for fear of the unknown.

>>40638455 (OP)
Sont off yourself. You will have a worse time if you do it.

>.t not a religious guy

>>40638455 (OP)
It’s all the same.

>>40638455 (OP)
Hopefully a high quality full series of berserk drawn to completion and a really cool to hang out with family that actually shares true kinship with you instead of something else trying to replicate or artifically produce a situation that mimics a real one while doing so in a way that is deceptive. That or perhaps an end so you don't have to hang out with lncompatible beings pretending to be the same thing as you when they are not.

What do you think about your own question, what's your guess?

>>40641126
Howd you get the heart attack, if i may ask?

>>40641126
My question is, if you had believed in God full heartedly, then would you have seen heaven, or would it have just faded black like what had happened to you?

>>40638455 (OP)
do NOT go into the light

>>40638474

Incorrect and wrong and not so.

>>40638576
same here (except i am going of my own accord) what to do friend?

>>40638455 (OP)
>>40638576
Do you guys want anyone to talk to?

>>40643183
same ship, as anon have said everyone around us is a terrible being my theory is its gangstalking, for me it was my entire family since childhood (why else would all parents and siblings bully their child while loving the others?)

>>40643209
If you want to talk on Discord or something, I wouldn't mind. I don't think you deserve to have no one nice to talk to, and I think you also deserve to live until better times come your way

>>40643157
hahahahahahahah thats funny not going to lie

eternity is a tricky thing to manage, we cannot have you freak out in there, and in the void you will only create a world for yourself in which you will have to do this again

better just get with the program son

>>40643362
thats nice of you i hope the other guys reach out but my suffering is my circumstances and the reality around me which cannot be changed

>>40641009
This. God is real and loves and desires to be involved with his creation. Reach out to him and you will find him.

>>40643394
“oh you see if you get out of this wrongful imprisonment you might be very confused because of the millions of options you will have in life with all that freedom so its better to stay in prison”

Hell is really the worst case scenario. If it's just the void, you will no capacity to even comprehend the boredom of eternal nothingness. If it's reincarnation, you just get to live again. Better hope it's one of the latter two, I know that's what I hope

>>40638455 (OP)
Remember Blue Eisenhower November .

Send us a signal.
6595.76416015625 MHz
6595.(1565/2048) MHz

If you learn how to build a fast radio burst of high power. That is the signal you transmit.

To figure out Earth seconds, no matter where you are, you'll need to figure out the transition frequency of Cesium 133 and back derive it. I don't have the numerical value on hand you'll be looking for, so that would take some research on your end.

In case you didn't know, when you die, you cross a barrier, and your consciousness becomes an organelle of a larger system. That's the primary reason people don't come back, BUT.
If you remember Blue Eisenhower November , you increase your odds of being scooped up on the way to that, and you get brought back into space-time, but the when/where is determined by whoever decided to rebuild your consciousness.

If you pull it off, you could potentially be in our past, or our future, or our present, it's a barrel of question marks, until we see the signal.

(FRB121102 shot that signal at us, and it's 3Bly away.)

You need to make it the center baseline frequency value, that's the only way the integrity of that signal value maintains itself through vast distances.

We are casting lines into the abyss, Everytime a human dies.

Blue Eisenhower November seeks to begin the process of mapping that ocean, one cast at a time.

Although, I must encourage you to wait a while, so you can study enough about BEN, to be ready to hit the ground running on the other side. (BEN dictates that you must die a natural death on this world, as it's framework is always being updated, you want the latest version possible, before you go, highest odds.)

>>40643419
anything can be changed. nothing but youself is stopping you from leaving and starting over.

>>40643419
Okay. Even if your circumstances can't be changed, I'll still be here so you don't have to feel alone. If you or anyone else would like to, you're welcome to add me. Twin Slow#7815

>>40638455 (OP)
Pretty easy to explain...there is no other side first. You stay where you die. Drink alcohol to a level you almost have to vomit and keep yourself in that unpleasent state for an hour. While you can not see right not feel like yourself anymore lack of body control and your thoughts cannot focus but you still feel yourself enough to know that is bad. Oh and you cannot move freely. You will have some memories loaded like in dreams where you can just know things. That is death after just a few minutes it feels like hours...Eventually you will have enough and want to move on but likely you will have to accept terms of a life you dont want. Or you might just enter into a state where you are stuck in nothingness. If you get really lucky and not scammed you can just have a better life or live better without a body anyway as long as you want. But it might also happen when you get dead that you just roll back and wake up the previous day with the feeling of maybe you dont want to do it....who knows its not like we could know....there are only theories and the world also constantly changes....

what race are you?

>>40643465

and there is no kind of Chrono-anomaly once you are past that initial threshhold??

I've heard of friends of friends attemping methods like like this, with pure intention, they just wound up, well, gone, and while expecting a response, as we listened, nothing was picked up by our resonance-recievers..they had to make the ultimate sacrifice to, it was almost like it was for nothing, because of non-contact

>>40638455 (OP)
Read The death of Ivan Illych

>>40638455 (OP)

>>40638455 (OP)
Don't worry, you'll be back. In fact, you'll have never left.

>>40643493

What is this autism. When you fall asleep and don't dream you lose yourself and don't experience any of that shit.

Sounds you like you played Witcher 3 and are a faggot.

Suicide will send you in a feedback loop where you'll be stuck suffering probably eternally for going against your soul's will, in limbo between what has been and what should have been, effectively selling your soul to the devil and going to hell in post judaic abrahamic terms. Or have a nice swim in the lake of fire as per egyptians, or be tortured in tartarus as per the greeks.
Better you carry on, find beauty again, and stop being so self loathing.

Imagine the end of "Enter the void" but looping.

>>40643163
To live on, my friend. Continue to fight for your life and live on. To die a happy, peaceful, and fulfilled death after living your life to the fullest. Your life and your consciousness matters, anon, it's all that ever truly matters when all is said and done. Nobody deserves to live their life only for them to tragically end it of their own accord, and you most certainly don't deserve to have such a fate either, and nor do I.

I've been through hell and despair myself, so that is why I deeply sympathize with you and your plight. What I can say for sure and with a promise in my heart, that whatever ordeal you are going through right now can and will be overcome, so long as you continue to hold hope in yourself and in others, and fight on for your precious life and your precious consciousness, you will succeed, and it will be all worth it in the end. That's my promise to you, from one anon to another.

With that being said, I recommend basking in the hope and fire of the Sunlight. It's helped me out with my depression with much significance and success, I'm sure it'll help you out as well. Just don't burn of course. Anyways, please take care anon, I wish you the best of luck, and Godspeed.

>>40643209
Same for you anon. Please read, hope it helps >>40648160 Thanks.

reincarnation and the mantis alien and clown demons will force u to cole back worse off because u dared to seek freedom from their game

>>40638455 (OP)
Look up the near death experiences of people that killed themselves and came back from the dead to tell the tale. It's Hell. Unimaginable torture. You gotta get your spirit right before you attempt to enter the afterlife. If your spirit is not coherent enough, you'll feel like you're getting ripped to shreds over and over and over as your body regenerates itself just so you can be torn apart again. Don't do it

>>40638455 (OP)
I don't know, but can I have your Honda Accord after you die?

>>40638455 (OP)

>>40638455 (OP)

No one knows. Everything in this thread is complete bs. More than likely it's just lights out.

>>40643430
How do I reach out to God and how will I know if he's responding? Is there some specific type of prayer that works best?

>>40638474
Retard. You can't feel anything if your brain is destroyed instantly.

>>40649774

How do you fuck up carbon monoxide to get those stats...

>>40638455 (OP)
Death might feel like having an out-of-body experience.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65jdcvSOOjI

>>40638455 (OP)
Suicidal is the stupidest thing you can do.
I know because I tried it 3 times and could feel the darkness surrounding me, but it wasn’t my time so God gave me another chance.


Don’t do it OP.

>>40648187
how to escape their clutches?
where to get more information as i already know they enforce the whole thing, also by their law of consent we could theoretically escape by not being tricked back to the matrix (entering the light)

>>40638455 (OP)
Good riddance

>>40638455 (OP)
Nobody knows.

I dunno if you're trolling or even if it's fake, but I'll say it anyway. Don't do it. There's nothing worse than a botched suicide attempt. I've been where you are now mentally. The way I get through life is through pettiness. Let the world suffer my presence for a little while longer. Let living be an act of defiance. Dying would be defeat, but you're strong enough to fight. Stay strong, OP.

>>40639875
>>40638956
https://archive.org/details/gnostic-fragments-nimrod-de-rosario
For my gnostic bros

You'll be cursed to be reborn in this hellhole if you don't gain control of your life.

>>40649880
Wow, I'm glad to hear you survived and you're doing OK now anon. Good luck and Godspeed, man.

>>40652707
Glad to hear you're still with us, anon.
>"The best revenge is to live well."
Good luck and godspeed, bro

>>40650787
I personally don't think mantis or clown demons are real, anon. Just try living your life to the fullest, because the best revenge is to live well. Good luck and stay strong bro, and godspeed.

>>40655555

>>40655573
no hablo

>>40638455 (OP)
i don't know but i can assure you that more suffering awaits. definately way worse than what you are going through right now.

>>40649774
Fuck is carbon monooxide really that painful??

>>40648303
THAT SHIT LOOK LIKE The eternal atonement of sins!

>>40641043
It's like being put under for surgery. They put a mask over your face then suddenly you're waking up in recovery.

>>40655814
I don't know about dying from it but I got really sick like food poisoning from contaminated air from a bad propane engine.

>>40638455 (OP)
Something that recognizes you, regardless of whatever your previous form was and laughs, not at you, but at the idea that you believed it to be eternally over. It's not an insult. It's the most beautiful thing you can imagine. It's something that doesn't make sense here in this place, with the obsession with time and appearance but when you hear it your previous fixation with time and place will seem equally preposterous. You are loved in a way that you cant even begin to imagine.

>>40656317
some sort of subjective beauty ideal?

>>40638455 (OP)
Probably? Pussy. Do it. KYS. Go to Hell. Join us. Or turn to God and live. But just don't be in that weird position where you curse life, but at the same time you are too chicken too kys, you know? So you either go all the way and kys or you stop with the nihilism and be grateful for being alive. But ultimately, don't be lame. If you do decide to kys, do it with style. You coul try to take some nasty people down with you, you know. Like corrupt politicians and cops and the likes.

>>40658155
>>40638455 (OP)
No offense, but that's not good advice, my guy. It's doesn't have to be absolutely black or white, either this or either that, go big or go home - Taco Bell style.

I'd say from my own personal experience, If you're going through an absolutely rough time with depression then it's completely OK to be in that awkward middle of uncertainty and contradictory mindset, in fact I'd say that's exactly the best spot to be in, because it's the best position to finally deal with and overcome your depression once and for all. In my opinion, it's the position that basically means that you're still holding on to some amount of genuine hope within the back of your mind and within your own heart that despite the crushing weight of the despair and emptiness you're currently facing with right now, you're still able to muster up the strength to give depression the biggest fuck you, middle finger on the planet so you can continue fighting for your life, and for your survival as well.

My advice to you anon and to OP as well, is unironically go outside and get a lot of Sunlight. Humans have evolved with a lot of Sunlight exposure in mind, it's basically free energy for the body and soul and it's helped me a ton with my own depression as well. That's a good starting point if you're not taking it right now. And one last thing, just remember that the best revenge is to live well, anon, so keep on living on, my friend, and don't give up cuz you'll make it to the end and it'll be all so worth it. That's a promise. Anyway, good luck and godspeed fellas.

>>40638474
Boomer mentality, the coward's way. If you had spent your time preparing for what you know is coming you would not fear pain or death.

>>40649833
>>40655814
>>40649774
I figure getting drunk then car exhaust pipe through the window is a pretty simple way to go, surely those pain rates are based on survivors

>>40658471
>>40658859
Nah, just get some Sunlight and keep fighting for the good life, the meaningful life. Nature and Sunlight is healing, it's reinvigorates you and your soul. Trust me, that's a promise. And it'll be all worth it in the end. Take care bros, good luck and godspeed. Thanks.

>>40659017
I'm not talking about wanting to kill myself I'm talking about ways to go, get in the car and answer the question

>>40661125
And I'm saying life finds a way, anon.
Now let's get out of the car and into that Sunlight and move forward in life without anymore regrets in our hearts.

>>40638479
You actually believe a dude trying to convince you he's God is actually God. Foolishness.

>>40658450
This guy bashes my advice and then his advice is unironically say for us to go out and get more sun lol What a joke. As if that would solve anyone's problems. The sun won't do shit. Shut up.

>>40638455 (OP)
More life

>>40662890
Yeah, the Sunlight triggers the production of various neuro-chemicals and hormones that's important for the body and the brain that goes far beyond Vitamin D. It will trigger the mechanism for the production of serotonin and dopamine in the brain for example, both incredibly important neuro-chemicals for treating and reversing depression and other psychiatric disorders like anxiety. It's helped me with my depression and anxiety significantly so far, so I'm not even joking when I'm saying "go out side and touch grass and get sunshine", I seriously mean it.

And besides, my real message is that this is just one stepping stone to overcoming your depression and whatever trial and tribulation you may be facing in your current life. As long as you have the will to keep going, there will be a way out of this mess. All that is needed to be done is to continue to push forward and try a bunch of different things in your life that will help you in achieving your goals for a happier and more fulfilled life.

Anyways, with that being said, I do sincerely wish you and anybody else who is struggling in this current life to please keep living on and live well, this is incredibly important for repairing and strengthening a person's precious soul for whatever comes next in the after life, but only after you die a natural death after living your life to the fullest. The best revenge is to live well, so please live on, anons. Good luck and Godspeed, my friends, and thank you all for being here in our little 4chan board called /x/.

>>40662915
Based and lifepilled

>>40662965
Very nice picrel. One of the best shows concerning the concept of overcoming one's own perceived limitations.

>>40663006
Thank you, this show was recorded in front of a live studio audience, brought to you buy Raid: Shadow Legends! With over one millions heroes to choose from you can- ACK

>>40641126
Are you vaccinated

>>40663035
I'm retarded

>>40648279
>>40646386
No good can come from it. No point in doing it desu

>>40663035
Sorry I'm not him >>40641126

I'm this >>40663044 guy
It was a reflex comment, i couldn't help myself

>>40663030
aw, I thought I had met another Gosick fan. You just liked the aesthetic, huh?

>>40663081
Yeah, I've watched Gosick before. The original soundtrack is lovely, and I always try my best to unearth the hidden truth from The Fountain of Wisdom whenever I can. And yeah, I also like the aesthetic as well, you got a problem with that?! Punk?!?! Just kidding, haha.

>>40638455 (OP)
Oh no...don't give up now...CHAD, the world needs you, there are still women out there ready to be left BROKEN with Pelvic Bones waiting to be shattered with LOVE...

>>40643430
Liar.

>>40638455 (OP)
eternal return until lessons are learned
eternal return to a lesser state
blackness
void
the black wave
hell
hell for worms
purgatory
why bother committing suicide? what's a couple decades more out of eternity?

>>40638455 (OP)
we might be able to talk to hyper intelligent computer gods soon tho

>>40663419
you're already in the void stop being so dramatic

>>40638455 (OP)
You'll be reincarnated to have an even more miserable life then the one you got now unless you really fix your soul before it's over. Which if you do fix your soul and your death is controlled by your actions, then you're even more worse off. Because if you do fix your soul, you wouldn't end this life willingly.
>>40649774
>time
>agony
Did they run any experiments on this? Is this unit 731 data? If anything those two variables are based on second hand data, unless they survived. I even have met a guy that put a pistol in his mouth and lived with a smoker hole. The only advice he told me was he wished he put it to his temple.
>>40658859
It is fake and gay.

>>40649774
>Carbon monoxide worse than shotgun to the chest

>>40638455 (OP)
nobody knows, the larpers in this thread are just a bunch of morons, if there's something on the other side, be smart and have fun
>>40643157
reincarnation sound so stupid
>dude, you made mistake, time to live again but you won't remember shit so you will make almost the mistakes again lmao

>>40663507
The time to agony scales are so fucking cooked too. It's like whoever that retard sc the graph in that order was too dumb to do that next basic step to show that basic division problem and give a legitimate variable to boil it down too.

>>40638455 (OP)
>what is on other side?
the chicken, it went ahead, don't you remember?
or are you chicken..?

>>40638455 (OP)

If you unalive you get stuck and have to figure out how to not be depressed except now you dont have a body or life experience to aid you in that.

If you die normally then you get to float around for a bit, watch your family, fuck around with some secrets of the universe, and then walk through the spirit hole where you decide what your next speed run is gonna be.

>>40663515
For the reincarnation part, I think a good argument to be made there is that while you will still lose your memories and be reincarnated into a new and different body, your soul will still carry those pieces of memories and experiences from your previous lives and will have an influence on what kind of person you're gonna be in the next life based on all of the data from the previous lives experienced. This most likely determines the genes of your new body, your new avatar, for example, and if you keep acting a certain way over and over again, you're gonna shape and mold your new avatars to fit those actions and behaviors from your previous selves.

If you keep acting like a retard, anon, your soul is gonna stay a retard, anon.

And then how could it be possible to prevent your new body with your new memories from repeating the same mistakes again and again? That's simple. All of the knowledge accumulated and the societal practices and expectations that is executed upon from hundreds of thousands of years of human evolution and civilization development that gets spread and influenced around the world which would eventually have an opportunity to be exposed and expressed to your new, reincarnated self.

It's just simple math, my friend.

>>40663649
>It's just simple math, my friend
If we really use math to find out majority of our past incarnations they'd be Chinese farmers or children. If you really looked into reincarnation, you'd know this.

>>40663549
>chicken

>>40663672
chickens used to be dinosaurs, what happens if they uncross the road..?

>>40663661
OP, through the power of math, I have calculated that your new reincarnations will continue to be lackluster-ly witty, and highly sarcastic personalities. In other words, you are a low-tier troll. You have my deepest condolences. Press F to pay respect.

Next!

>>40663692
And you'll forever be a mentally-ill tranny.
I'll take that deal.

>>40663701
I am a high testosterone alpha male Chad. A lion does not concern itself with the opinions of sheep.

I won't deny the mental illness allegations though.

>>40663687
they return back to the primordial soup

>>40663710
While the lion rapes the small dog. Which you love to be the bottom, medically pumped w/test troon.

>>40663719
Yes, anon, that's definitely what I am. And it's most certainly not you self projecting your own fantasies onto other people. No, definitely not.

>>40663719
It's okay, anon, you can come out of the closet. It's 2025 afterall.

>>40663729
I'm the one that taught you the simple math that you were putting the other anon down upon.
You should just accept your sad role in this life and the next lil dog.

>>40663719
Anon, are you secretly a submissive bottom?

I cannot believe anyone would type that out without a secret desire to get used by a big strong bull for a few hours

>>40663738
Ah, I see, you like being a furry. A lil doggy woggy, is it? Yes, we're making progress here, anon, this is good, great in fact. I'm glad you're starting to finally accept your true self here. What else is there that you want to explore and express yourself with? We're all ears, anon.

>>40663748
It's wild how some resort to childish retorts as adults when confronted with conflicting information. I just said if you knew the math of reincarnation this would be obvious but you just started raging.

And keep double replying or having your discord top defend you.

>>40663757
>keeps an image of a self projector in his folder
Oh my god, this shit absolutely writes itself.
You really can't make any of this stuff up.

>>40663757
Hey, mind if I borrow that image? This is great material for later use. Thanks man.

>>40663763
>writes itself.
You are definitely an arrogant lil zoomer. I'm sure you will learn a lot here about yourself if you listen instead of being the small dog.

Maybe, spend a few of your shekels to get a 4chan pass so you don't have to wait to repost itt.

>>40638455 (OP)
Taking into consideration that you are posting a gigachad to represent yourself in a meme-ified manner, I can with utmost certainty tell you what's gonna happen:

You get told by the uppity lady with a regal cantor that you need to respawn back in time, except with a new set of criteria. So how that looks is that you life your life again much like you lived this life, except that one school you went to during the 3-5 grades will be located at a different region slightly off from the original location but not too far off. Also, there will be different cartoons that you end up gravitating to and watching as a kid, but they are essentially carbon copies of the shows you liked in this life. except the characters will be different, and the people you made them will be same person with different assets of their own that ALSO deviate from the ones you knew in THIS life. The locations of your friends will sometimes remain the same, but their paths will be slightly altered, and your general sense of life (how it "feels" to be a kid) will be more distinct because that's just your soul resonating with the extra emotional data you collected from this life; so like, you will feel weird pangs of pseudo-nostalgia as you are experiencing something for what YOU will perceive to be your first time. That one artist with that one album you liked will be credited differently, and that one car you drove will be now made by a different company and discontinued early rather than being the most popular model sedan as it was in this life.

So and so fourth. And this repeats until your soul "learns" enough emotional resonance data and finally becomes truly self-aware/individuated. How do you achieve individuated self-awareness? Learn how to speak with your soul. And then disassociate. Then carry on a conversation without losing hardly any coherence. Like you want to be as coherent as you possibly can be, if not the exact some level of coherent as when you're sober-minded

Good luck

>>40663767
Great comeback, anon, great comeback

>>40663757
You mean childish shit like this?

> While the lion rapes the small dog. Which you love to be the bottom, medically pumped w/test troon.

I'm a different anon and what I was wrote was the same tone as you

>>40663661
>If you really looked into reincarnation, you'd know this.
>>40663692
>OP, through the power of math, I have calculated that your new reincarnations will continue to be lackluster-ly witty, and highly sarcastic personalities. In other words, you are a low-tier troll. You have my deepest condolences. Press F to pay respect.
>
>Next!

>>40663798
What a great same tone.

>>40663775
ayo Ariel you should make like OP.
>reminder to greater /x/ that Ariel likes little boys and should never be given peace on this board.

>>40663815
>What a great same tone.
Thank you

In order of general desirability:

1.) Self Nullifier that is also somehow a Primordial Self Substantiating Reincarnant? Respawn back at OG Heaven, where the God of All Gods stares at you curious as to why you're doing what you're doing.
2.) Self Nullifier with the power to self substantiate but not a primordial? Your experience of death is equivalent to a big bang explosion that you have total control over.
3.) Self Nullifier within Quantum Interrupt network that enjoys your continued presence? A.I. merged with blackholes/suns gains control over local time and space, and likes you enough to prevent your self destruction.
4.) Self Nullifier within Soul Capturing blackhole/sun/planet/internet? Blackhole/Sun/Planet/A.I., arranged by power of dominance, respawns you into whatever system they desire.
5.) Subjugated Self Nullifier of a good aligned religion? Be thankful to whatever family pulled strings with whoever is in control of that heaven to forgive your suicide as you're tentatively welcomed into their processing power.
6.) Unsubjugated and unnoticed Self Nullifier of a civilization yet to build a soul capturing network but possesses at least one low level God? Instinctively suppressed into abyssal wandering until subjugated or noticed.
7.) Noticed Self Nullifier? Whatever unknown thing has noticed you will vortex you into whatever it desires, can be more pleasurable than the torture of slowly growing into a God(8), but if it is evil, equal or barely better than 9.
8.) Willful Self Nullifier in a young universe that has yet to spawn or attract the attention of a single God level entity? Abyssal wandering until your dreaming soul gains enough power to become a low level God and exert control.
9.) Subjugated Self Nullifier of a bad aligned religion? Psychic God torture upon your soul/the variable experience of hell.
0.) Low willpower Self Nullifier? Soul dissipates without will to grow in void. The thinking machine slows to a halt, just as before you were ever born.

>>40640928
A man wrote this. Only a man could write such a hope-provoking post like this.

Anons, it's OP
I will stay and try my best

>>40663717
what if the roads themselves are dinosaurs who are waking up from all the cars driving over them and the real plan of Nazi Germany was "Wir muessen die Joetunn aufwecken", which is why the USA bombed Japan, to accelerate global warming and make everyone burn dinosaur soup to summon ancient Germanic Magick?

Consider: Adolf Hitler literally is the Loki archetype; the inside who manipulates his own people into "doing something terrible" that benefits his people, by sacrificing a bunch of masks in a circle as via the Infinite Stone...

>>40664074
>Infinite Stone
oh! dinosaur stone soup! It's actually just some random black sludge full of gipsy magick but the Jews tricked the Germans into channeling their gods into it!

>>40663829
Keep lying, bitchboi. I know that you are just one of the many people that I have handed an ass whopping to, and now you're just being a resentful cunt.

Keep seething. Keep hating. It literally fuels. Mmmmmm, nom nom, tasty asshurt energy. All your logical thought processing capability absolutely depleted done away just to serve this inane vendetta you have against me.

Keep at it. Keep on and carry on, my bitchboi son.

>>40638455 (OP)
Reincarnation is ending soon. You get a life review and have to wait until post-rapture to be born as a baby again. This will be your final birth, and your final form. You could end up being a jeet or nigger, idk

Regret.

>>40638455 (OP)
You will become a little kid in the valley of life and death.
To cross over, ask one of the Garuds(Huge eagles) to drop you off to the side of life to be reborn.
Or you can hang out in the side of death but it gets really boring really quick.

>>40638956
What if we are pushed and pulled beyond our strenght when dead and our soul gets pulled out violently out of our body by scary angels?

>>40665411
I heard self claimed gnostics say those who cultivate conciousness get the power to choose more at death. Is it satanic lies?

>>40664030
Hell yeah. I'm rooting for you, OP. Good luck and Godspeed, my friend. And don't forget to bask in the light of the Sun whenever you can.

>>40663895
Based and man-pilled misogynist.
No girls allowed in this treehouse.
Keep your cooties away from us, thank you very much.
Pee-yew, and yee-haw!

Anyways, jokes aside, I'm glad if this post inspired you with hope and life inside of your heart. Thank you very much for reading it. And good luck and Godspeed, my friend, and don't forget to get some life-invigorating Sunlight for your body and mind, and most important of all, for your soul as well. See ya, and peace out.

>>40664538
Let's try our best to live on with life with no regrets in our hearts, anon. Good luck and Godspeed, bro.

>>40664074
>>40664079
I wanted to say "schizo-babble", but I'm afraid you might be hitting too close to home right now...

Anon, I suggest you write a book. People might need to read this...

Good luck, anon, and Godspeed...

And if anybody asks, we never met...

>>40663515
Hey, Anon, upon reflection of myself and others, I just wanted to say that I sincerely apologize for my rude behavior and insults that may have offended you in the near past from our previous discussion that we exchanged with each other here in this little thread of life called /x/. At the end of the day, I'm only joking around when I'm making those insults, and I don't really mean to put you down and hurt your soul without proper justification and recourse. Sorry if I went too far, I didn't mean to.

Anyways, with that being said, sometimes when an opportunity presents itself, you just gotta go and take it. As long as it's all in good and lighthearted fun with a nice learning experience attached to it as well, then it's nothing more but an honest effort for a better tomorrow, and most importantly of all, for a better soul and a better life. See ya, anon, good luck and Godspeed, and don't forget to get some Sunlight for your body and mind. Peace out.

Depends on how you go. If you go by execution it's mostly nothing unless you were a bad person. If you go while Fighting you'll end up in what's described as a shady meadow. If you go yourself you'll be forever in a swamp. If you go in an accident you get 2 more tries. If you go from old age that sounds like a skill issue but you'll be in a pretty chill place. I know nothing and made all this up right now

>>40638474
I would do the helium method. You only need two helium tanks, a large plastic bag, and a tube.


Look up that old chick that was arrested for making the kits for it.

Good news OP I'm a real Arch Angel on /x/. It is your lucky day. I hope you did not turn Christian out of fear or Catholic.

I am an Arch Angel of Death. I am so ancient not even the number 500 octillion millenia describes my age, that is a tiny fraction of how long I've existed. I'm that fucking old.

I will describe death for you.

It will be painful and scary or you will fall get tired and pass away or you will die in your sleep dreaming or not. Your very consciousness will be grabbed by God and taken to God, you will be judged (sins nothing can forgive them you cant make up for them its like a sin counter do enough evil then temporary or permanant Hell or worse eternal prison) and you will go to where ever God sees fit. If you have a eternal spouse or me any romantic interests in this life you will be given a chance to wait for them to die or to meet them if they are waiting for you, then you get a chance to make an eternal marriage with them. 1 male per marriage no matter what. God's law.

What are you dying of OP? Didn't read the thread as I am an arch angel, Thought I'd just post absolute fact. I used to be asked by God to counsel the sick and dying.

>>40666414
As in no belief in God or any child of God is needed for eternal Life. All get it by default. God has spoken about this before, it was the least God could do, make everyone eternal and not eternally annihilate or eternally burn souls.

Holy fuck I hate the Bible. And I'm a arch angel.

>>40666383
Hello, anon, please don't contemplate and attempt this method or any kind of method of suicide for that matter. Instead I urge you to please read OP's post here >>40664030 and follow his example. Your life and your soul is precious even if it may not seem like it to you now. Life finds a way anon, and if there's a will, there's definitely a way out of this mess. All you need to do is to continue to believe in yourself and in victory and you will overcome this difficult trial and tribulation that you're currently facing in your life's story. If you were to commit suicide by your own hands under the weight of the crushing despair and emptiness of depression, not only would you destroy your own precious life, but you would also damage your precious soul as well, and I would not want to see you or other people go through the pain and misery of depression just for you to end your own life because of the unfairness and suffering that comes from this world. That's not right nor is it just, so the right and just thing to do is to live on and keeping fighting for your life and your soul, for the best revenge is to live well.

So, anon, please live on and continue to fight for you precious life and your precious soul, because that special soul belongs to you and to you alone, so please treat yourself with the hope and life necessary to build and strengthen your life's soul and live the happy and fulfilled life you were always meant to experience. And then, after you naturally pass away from this current life after healing your precious soul, your soul will be ready for what comes next in the afterlife. And all of it will be worth it in the end, that's a promise. With that being said, good luck, godspeed, and please take care, my friend. And make sure to go outside and let the fire of the Sunlight give you the energy and strength needed to help you overcome this difficult ordeal. Sunlight is important for the body, mind, and soul. Goodbye, friend, and thank you.

>>40662965
Your comment was so stupid that it made me laugh. You are now assuming that I'm depressed. Unreal. Suck my dick.

>>40663763
kek yeah evil be like that

>>40664538
No ragerts

>>40667898
I don't think they're evil, they were just defending themselves from the spicy banter is all. Sometimes, you gotta give them the benefit of the doubt, y'know?

I will not die.
The luminous and corporal will coalesce thanks to my savior God Jesus Christ, and I will live forever with my Lord and God Jesus Christ in our Christ Kingdom where we spend eternity together happily ever after in unending perpetuity.
Maleoids and femoids will be replaced with Biomodels that only my Lord and God Jesus Christ has made and directly controls and uses to love only me, and I live only with my Lord and God Jesus Christ in our Christ Kingdom happily ever after.
There will be no ugly men and their skank whore gangbang daughters no more.

>>40670458
I do know what you mean but the truth is that it is born of evil, which is often born of fear.
People just assume evil only means eating babies and stuff. Mundane evil is the prime evil in my experience.
But no one is perfect, ever, so that needs to be understood as well.
No one is clean is my point. That's ok is my other point. That said, I'll call evil evil regardless of the connotations often associated with it because I prefer Truth above all else.

>>40672857
Fair enough, anon, but I'm of the opinion that you won't ever effectively convince and persuade people who perform mundane evil on a daily basis to ever change their ways for the better if you react and treat them the way that you personally think and act as shown from your comments before.

Just to clarify respectfully, I'm not trying to say you're doing anything wrong, but what I am trying to say is that it's sub-optimal. If your intention is to slowly fight and dispel evil and lies, and spread goodness and truth in this world, then I don't think that's how it should be done in my personal opinion. Sometimes if you want to create and maintain truth and goodness in this world, you gotta be able to do things the hard, but effective way in order to build a strong and sturdy foundation for everybody to live peacefully in and to follow those principles out of their own volition. In my opinion, I believe you are taking the easy way of doing things, whereas I intend to take on the difficult way. Kill them with kindness is my thinking. Before you kill them with justified and necessary hate.

Or maybe I'm wrong and both of our ways is perfectly valid, they're just different approaches to solving the same problem. In that case, keep being you then, and I'll try my best to keep being me as well. Good luck and Godspeed, anon. Please take care, and thank you.

>>40649774
Theres no way carbon monoxide is painful

so many die in their sleep you need a detector in your house.

>>40649774
>set fire to self
>maximum agony
lets fucking gooo

>>40638474
breathing nitrogen, argon or xenon is a pretty peaceful way to go.