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>>40638588
Hello, OP, I'm not exactly sure what's on the other side, but what I am completely certain is that your life and your consciousness is extremely precious. So precious in fact, it's the only thing in existence that fundamentally matters to the entire world, which is your consciousness, and by association your own precious life.

I've been through hell and despair myself for a very long time, so I can deeply sympathize with you and your difficult trial and tribulation that you're currently facing right now. Anon, I wish for you to live on and continue to fight for your precious life for the simple fact that you and your life deserves more than to live miserably only for you to end it tragically by your own accord. You don't deserve this fate, nobody does. Instead I wish for you to overcome this trial and tribulation, to not let whatever suffering you're going through to define and control who you are as a person deep down inside, and to ultimately live the happy and fulfilling life you were meant to live from the very beginning.

So please, anon, as long as you don't give up hope in yourself and in victory, you will overcome this hurdle no matter how difficult thing gets, and when you finally succeed, it'll be all so worth it in the end. This is something I can truly believe and promise to you. I wouldn't want you to miss out on all the good and beautiful things life has to offer in your current life, because your life truly matters, as does mine. So please fight on, anon, because the best revenge is the live well, so please live well and live on with your life to the fullest.

With that being said, I wish you the best of luck, anon, I hope you please stay safe and take care, and Godspeed OP. Thank you very much

P.S. please make sure to get plenty of sunlight. Sunlight is important energy for the body, mind, and soul. It's helped me out in life, it should help you out as well. Just make sure you don't burn, but the Sun is worth it. Promise

>>40596134
I'm deeply sorry to hear that you're going through this yourself, I've been through something like this similar to myself, so I can sympathize.

My thoughts are, is that you must remember that this God doesn't solely define and control who you are as a person deep down inside, and that your life and your consciousness is absolutely precious and worth fighting for, and most importantly of all, no matter how despairing or pointless the situation may seem to feel to you in the present moment, you will overcome this difficult trial and tribulation in the end, and ultimately become a happier and better person for it, as long as you continue to hold hope in yourself and in victory.

I am not sure why exactly you are going through this awful experience in the first place, but what I do know for sure is that there is a solution to this problem, and you can indeed fix it. My advice to you is to try your best to endure and push forward life in whichever way possible, whether it be physical, mental, or spiritual, until you find your solution and succeed. Never give up hope, anon, believe in yourself, and you will overcome this difficult obstacle. That is something I can promise for sure. Anyways, I sincerely wish you the best of luck, OP, please stay safe and take care, and no matter what happens in life, always believe in victory, because it is yours to take. Thank you.