shit. people, i'm actually kinda bi. and the funny part, you can hate yourself so hard and be so focused on that you literally can forget about your real past. do i hate myself less? no. but do i feel even more stupid? yes. a wonderful feeling. ok, i have reasons to say i'm an actual fag and not just a straight perv. but fuck this shit. i'll do the worst. of course.

it's stupid to think about that's all when you're ugly af, right? you know the feeling. it just doesn't matter if i am a fag, a tranny, cishet, whatever. i will not have a choice of my life partner, nobody cares. no need to explain why you look like this and date somebody who look like that. great.

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nevermind it's not whatever. I will never feel love again. I'm such a hideous monster. it fucking hurts man.

I just want to be a girl with one good fucking friend, but no one wants to be friends with someone who's been self isolation for YEARS.

Fuck it bothers me so much. I never wanted to stoop so low as being a coon, but here we fucking are.