anyways babe. just know i'm here for you. i want you happy healthy and better. and when you decide to make the hard changes that you need to start a better life, i am here for you ready to give everything i have. this whole thing has taken a toll on me though, and i am going to take a vacation soon. i do want to meet up with you on it, but that's your decision not mine, i'm going to try and enjoy myself either way. you can change my mind with a leap of love obviously, but my hope is dwindling there. you're a person that changes by degrees, you're too careful in that regard, too invested in your past to make big changes, many such cases. but don't be afraid to do that, i'm here to catch you after your big leap, and i won't let you down.