IS THE FUCKING BEST. HES LIBERAL IN A NON RETARDED WAY LIKE HE ACTUALLY THINKS IT ALL THROUGH AND EXPLAINS IT BETTER THAN ME OMG HE FUCKING OWNS MY CONSERVATIVE FRIENDS(making new friends is hard pls dont judge me). HE JUST CALLS ME A GIRL AT THIS POINT LIKE THERE WAS A TIME HED BE LIKE WHATEVER U WANT CUZ ID SPEW A LOT OF SELF DOUBT ON LIKE WHO AND WHAT I AM BUT LIKE NKW HES JUST LIKE YOUR A GIRL UR LITERALLY A GIRL AND LIKE IT DOESNT HELP ME WHEN IM DYSPHORIC LIKE GET OUT IF IT BUT ITS LIKE THE NICEST COOLEST REACTIIN TO GET. TODAY WE MADE WEED COOKIEW BECAUSE IM ADDIDCTED TK SMOK8NG AND WANT TO QUIT AND HE WANTS TO HELP ME. HES SO HAWWT! FUCK HES SEXY HES NEXT TO ME RN. WEVE BEEN DATING FOR A YEAR AND A HALF. HE KNOWS ALL MY BUTTONS I COULDNT IMAGINE EVERE GETT8NG INTO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP AND EXPLAINING TO THEM ALL THE BUTTONS MY (NEVER TO BE UNLESS I FUMBLE HARD) EX FOUND. I LIED IN HIS ARMS TODAY AND JUST STARED AT HIM HE IS SO FUCKING GOOD LOOKING AAAAHH GOD BLESS THIS MALE LONELINESS EPIDEMIC IM SCORING HUGE RN IM GETTING BIG WINS. OMG HIS DICK ESS BIGGER THAN MINE TOO AND PRETTY HUNG FOR 5'3 WE DONT USE IT CUZ I HATE IT BUT I STILL WANTED MY BF TO BE BIGGER THAN ME SO BIG WINS. UMMUMM TY FOR LISTENING.AT FIRST I WANTED MY BEST FRIEND TO LIKE NOTICE ME AS A GIRL AND BE LIKE MARRY ME BUT OMG LIKE I SAW MY BF ONE NIGHT AND WAS LIKE OLY FUCK THATS HIM?? HES.. FUCKING HOT AF(HE IS) AND YKNOW MY BESTIE SEES ME AS A MAN SO LIKE STOPPED PURSUING AS SOON AS I SAW MY BF OF TODAY. OMG WE PASSED ONCE LIKE WAY BEFORE WE WERE DATING ANS HE SAID HE THIYGHT I WAS EITHER A GIRL OR ME AND LIKE NOBODY KNEW AT THE TIME I HAD STARTED ESTROGEN. ANYWAY I LOVE AND COVET HIM

Why take on a trans patient as a therapist if you are going to treat them like they are potentially chris Chan. My mom recommended this therapist I go to see her and although she didn't say anything super rude outrightthe whole vibe was like idk. Just very off-putting and made me feel like a freak. I considered suicide after but did drugs(weed) instead. I miss the student worker who'd call me every week to check on me and just talk to me. He was nice and didn't make grand assumptions. understandably stopped doing it when it was no longer required of him for his student work study thing.

I wish I was a pretty/hot tranny and I could date like a regularity guy who had a normal job and we could get drunk together and try psychedelics once a year but I'm a cute/ugly tranny so I took the first person who asked me out and I will cling to them like my hand cramped and I can't let go. They are very cool and I'm ok giving up this idea of life for a being a health person high in life kind of life