I miss her so much but she doesn't want me and no other woman does either, what do?

I can't stop hyperfixating on the idea of getting a girlfriend and it's making it impossible to do anything else or be productive. Is this what it's like right before the end?

>>81471986
do you wanna be my girlfriend?
if you say no I will accuse you of just fishing for attention and possibly call you a slur.