>Your ex is doing amazing, because they're smart, witty, cute, etc
>You're rotting, fluctuating in weight and completely miserable without them

It's been 2+ years and I still miss my ex but I'm supposed to pretend I don't somehow. Maybe I'll have a good couple of weeks where it's like we're not together and it's okay, and I remind myself that it's okay, but then I spiral again. I keep thinking about how if I hadn't messed it up, we'd be happy together and I could be growing old with someone, but I'm 30+ and there's no way out now. I think very few people are actually ever in love, because they act like it's so simple to "just get over it" I WISH I FUCKING COULD. I'd rather we'd have not met. No good memory is worth this but I hear her voice. I miss her laugh. I miss her singing. I miss the way she was funny and made me laugh, especially with her impressions.

And nobody has ever come up with a sensible way for me to let go. "Just meet someone" I'd be a burden on others and they in my mind could never replace her. What's the point?