>>40504208
ur right i dont have a degree in medicine!! i didnt study myself enough to understand that i should medicate myself to the point of total numbness because i dont deserve to be a person, how retarded of me. all the "experts"who went out of their way to ruin what little is left of my life did though, op should listen to them obviously. the concept of "expertise" in stuff like this is so clearly not for people who actually deal with it, you become an expert by understanding how to hurt those people. doctors are people who want to abuse the vulnerable but are too fat or out of shape to become cops, and if you genuinely believe they have the slightest bit of interest in actually helping schizos or really any mentally ill person instead of medicating them into compliance until they kill themselves then youre retarded and way more"lost" than i am