>>42341742
I draw shitty comics in mspaint and post them on the internet sometimes, like dogshit tier mspaint drawings, but i do it and people significantly more talented than me are happy to see it, not even just to humour me they genuinely appreciate it.
I have other stuff where I'm trapped in the same cycle as you but with the mspaint stuff I just do it to express myself, I have no intentions of improving, I do it to get ideas out of my head and to express myself and my feelings.
Whatever dumb mspaint shit is to me, you need to find for you. Don't worry about drawing it good, don't worry about it even being decipherable, just make something from the heart and then put it out there. If you need any motivation at all to take this approach look at the Tamers archive and check out what his initial art and videos look like.
He's been going for it for over a decade now and at no point in the first 8 or so years of struggling to produce the kind of art most people graduate beyond a year into learning to draw did he decide he wasted all his time and should stop. He just kept going.