Forgot to mention, you can't even find young women who aren't beat down by life these days. They don't exist. It's crazy. Like young girls age 18-25 don't fucking exist. It's fucking absurd. Guess i have to cold approach them all the time every day while making a whole business while working out and keeping healthy while sustaining myself monetarily while being crushingly atomized.

I'm almost at my limit. I really don't have the strength for this world.