i got a call and for a split second i thought it was him, obviously it wasn't. i keep wanting to go back, to call him, tell him we will work this out. i am just so lonely. i was never the typical man hater you'd see online, but wow, how can a person be so inconsiderate of their partner? we talked about kids and then a week later he does THAT? :(

i was supposed to go get drunk with a friend but i'm scared i'll just cry the entire time