>>81798161
>has she ever tried to stop drinking?
she quit after that happened because shell die otherwise. my dad kept drinking though and its killing him.
>i lost most of my positive emotions. got a big achievement? meh. got a good grade? a salary raise? something went nicely? meh. someone betrays me? it hurts a lot. and yes, i do burst into tears a lot.
yeah, exactly.
>it's weird, but for some stupid reason i'm looking for someone to save me, and i know that won't happen. i'm waiting for something cool to change my life, my outlook on things, but it never comes. are you like this too?
yeah. i have a point of emotional immaturity where i vent about the things that make me sad but it doesnt do anything. no weight off my chest feeling. i think that im hoping for someone to say something that can change my feelings. but thats not realistic. maybe being rewarded just for living isnt realistic

>>40193088
cut it out. please