anons, what has been your experience with trans friends (or lgbt friends in general)?
mine was basically
>have 2 trans discord friends within a decent sized online friend group
>one is a rhythm game nerd (call her A), the other an artist (call her B)
>both obsessed with "sapphic" stuff (mainly shipping gacha characters)
>say they'll be there for me when i need them
>take them on their offer
>A actually listens somewhat well to my repper ramblings, but doesn't really reply with anything more than "that's crazy"
>B legit does not give a fuck (cant blame her)
>eventually realize i'm a stranger to them and they were just being nice
>one day ramble a little too much and end up blocked by A due to "being too negative"
>i pretend to be chill, internally seething
>throw a suicidal message a few days later on the group chat and delete my account
>lose contact with every online friend i had for years due to this
>all alone now
as pathetic as only having discord as the only place i could have social interactions with, it really helped me during my lowest points, but i had to fuck it up. that was such a childish move of me i dont think ill ever forgive myself
reppers and trannies can't be friends i think
(im actually posting this in hopes they'll read this somehow and magically forgive me and tell me they want me back in the group but dont tell anyone)