Fuck my gay femcel baka life
All of this dating talk reminding me that I'm definitely getting ghosted because the high value male I've been talking to probably had a wake up call while away on irl business and realized I am not long term or take home to your parents material
>inb4 slut
Too autistic to have sex with just anyone, I'm super picky as it is due to mostly finding fictional boys attractive
My body count is less than 5, my value is tanked because I don't have any family, extremely unstable abusive upbringing, no college degree, and I've stayed too depressed to make money at the one thing I have a talent for so I have been working a dead end job
Either I will get it together on my own or I will eventually fucking kill myself
I can't expect anyone to save me from my own life for free when I refuse to have kids and I can't cook and I'm not a good housekeeper either
I'm not entitled to anyone loving me, I need to provide some sort of incentive for someone to give a fuck and I've known this since I was a child
I'm essentially just a pretty paperweight, my looks are all I have, and then seeing boys talking in here about how they don't even care if a girl is fat or above 30 (I'm not saying my age but I'm around that)
I really thought maybe I could be loved this time but I'm just a busted up car, a salvaged title, and that's all I'll ever be to any guy I find attractive
I'd just be a burden anyway
My goal isn't to be happy, I just need the suffering the stop for a minute please fucking god