https://www.warhammer-community.com/en-gb/articles/p0y6yx4s/legacies-of-the-age-of-darkness-what-you-need-to-know/
>This is designed as a narrative wargame above all else. If you’re looking to create an optimised, cut-throat, all-conquering, unbeatable army, all power to you – an epic win-at-all-costs throwdown can be a lot of fun! But it’s not the main focus of the rules for this game.

It's like watching your dad give unconditional love to your younger brother while you watch from the window, bitter after you spent years ruining yourself doing everything he asked trying to make him happy. Is this how perturabo felt?