I was there back in "the day", you know. Yet I cannot escape it. I haven't grown at all in the past twenty years, at least where it counts. That's the thing about the internet, you simply cannot move on from the past as it's always a mere click away. I want to leave it behind, but its claws are sunk so deep into me. I need to become a man at some point, needed to become one almost a decade ago now, but it just isn't clicking for me at all. I'm still that kid playing Stick RPG and looking up hentai quizzes on the family computer near a patio door with the lights on at 6:00 AM at the height of winter. Alas, the lights aren't all on upstairs.