>>82061096
It would be so fucking wonderful to be so far up my own ass that I think I'm this fucking intellectual God among men who needs to give other people random Pop Quizzes on what they studied in College. Jesus.
But so many people I encounter are like that today, they just need to feed their own ego because they're insecure about themselves and being one-upped by other people or something.
Idk, its all very confusing to me. I'm just a weirdo I think, I always have been. I wish there was more people like me that I could talk to, people that see through all the bullshit of life and just drift by.
But at the same time, like I said, maybe I wish I was more like them instead. So prideful and arrogant. I was never allowed to be that growing up,
I used to think it was good to be humble but really I'm just miserable and always in this fucking self-loathing. I should be proud of my accomplishments but I'm just not. I'm nothing.

Normal people cope by not being addicted to pornography and actually having sex with normal women.
I go to bars every weekend to chat with girls, sometimes I hook up.
Most women I've encountered think that 8 inches is too big
Biology also shows that women don't need more than 4-5 inches for pleasure, pregnancy, etc.

Porn addicts will say I'm coping but I'm an average 5 something inches and I've never had issues.