You know, walking on the right path isn't always easy, even for believers. And for some it may even be harder than for others (at least for a time), but please know that God has an unfailing love for those who put their hope in Him:

"How precious is Your mercy, God! And the sons of mankind take refuge in the shadow of Your wings." (Psalm 36:7, NASB)

"“For God so loved the world, that He gave His only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish, but have eternal life." (John 3:16, NASB)

"For the mountains may be removed and the hills may shake,
But My favor will not be removed from you,
Nor will My covenant of peace be shaken,”
Says the Lord who has compassion on you." (Isaiah 54:10, NASB)

"nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Romans 8:39, NASB)

Whenever I post here, and very sadly the inevitable troubled souls descend on my thread, they do not have any real argument against God. They have to resort to telling falsehoods about God and the Bible, or otherwise speak out of ignorance, even though in this day and age it's easier than ever to look up information and conduct research to find the answers for whatever question you have about God. Those who seek Him earnestly will find Him.

"You will look for Me and find Me, when you look for Me with all your heart." (Jeremiah 29:13, NLV)