I declared to myself earlier this year that once the library for my current games console hits exactly 100 I will no longer buy any more video games from there on. As of today I'm at 98. This is probably just the equivalent of pulling petals from a flower and saying "I will change, I will not change", but still, it's a gesture isn't it? I've started watching salaryman vlogs on YouTube recently and it's making me very anxious about what I'm doing with my life. It's an odd thing, trying to motivate someone who's allergic to risks to make necessary changes before it's too late. Then again, I'm pretty sure that ship has sailed, circumnavigated the globe, and returned to port laden with exotic spices at this point.