>>81903239
of course i remember you dude
i was actually wondering where you went
i'm sorry i wasn't always was responsive to your tangents as i would've liked to have been. it's just hard to focus on anything when you're trying to fight off suicidal thoughts every day. i did always read them all though. i don't blame you for feeling jaded about relationships. i find it really hard to get invested in new people after constantly being spat on and humiliated by others that i gave my everything to all the time throughout my life. and it's not fair of me to act that way towards new people i meet, so i end up not even wanting to try anymore at all. i hope you stay comfy out there. and thank you for keeping me sane for a while with our chats when i was losing my mind last winter.