well

I'm here

40 years old

8 drinks in again

r9k isn't the same

4chan isn't the same

hasn't been for a long time

when did everyone get so mean?

or was I just ignorant?

too afriad to die

too afraid to live

sustain for the next 15-30 years i guess.

idk if there's anything beyond death.

i think at the least, the 'me' will be dead.

not like i have anything to back it up.

just a feeling.

heh

had a feeling my life would turn out this way