>>40031639
>I've been drinking and have a lot on my mind
babe I love playing therapist, what ya drinking?

>Being a straight man in the 21st century when you have depression and low self esteem is rough because women don't give a fuck about showing you any kindness at all
also as stupid as this might sound, you can't blame women, they are conditioned to see men as threats, and your average cishet men are conditioned to see women as objects, we live in a time where the two genders are somehow getting further apart rather than understanding each other, when equality should on the rise, but profits demand angry customers, and the gender war is a certified classic

>I'm just worried that I might be doing it for the wrong reasons
there aren't wrong reasons, you want someone to understand you and click with you, and you no longer care what gender they are
as long as you can be open to whoever you meet at the clubs about your lack of experience and personal issues, they'll understand where you're at, and if they're not comfy with that, you can find someone who gets you, I can imagine a decent amount of the men in those clubs had a panic phase at one point in their lives, they can relate

>or that it might be taken as rude or intruding
>lgBt
being a self hating bisexual is still under the umbrella babe