when I think about what I want truly, I want to be a sick dude that doesn't give a fuck about anything around him but is simultaneously very intense as a person and is deeply compassionate and touches the lives of everyone around him while is super duper hot and just captures all the attention around him but is humble and plays it off, and doesn't even recognize how cool and monumental he is, but just sorta shapes the world around him anyway by being such a cool fuckin dude. That's what I truly want to be.