I think you have entirely the wrong ideas. A lot of them all at once.
>trad Christian
You probably can’t be one very readily because the churches are not ‘trad’ and society as was prophesied has become a disgrace as the last generation behaves like no other has apart from perhaps the generation which experienced the flood.
The point in christianity though is not a fashion like becoming a goth or a rocker, the worthwhile point of Christianity is to know THE TRUTH. That is the point, to understand what is happening on this planet and why there is life. Then once that lightbulb begins to shine, well there are other things which for now I can’t mention because you will not understand any of it.
There is value in the “trad” things you are alluding to as well. Good luck finding all of that though without having to also put up with a load of rubbish, unfortunately.
Hey just thought maybe you could become a monk, lol, join a monastery and do a spot of monking if you are so keen. Otherwise, well you have a lot of not using msm & big tech and a lot of research and ABOVE ALL ELSE a lot of meditating and thought to go through on your own … or accompanied by the Holy Spirit. If you are accompanied by grace then you have done well since it is rare. Few people will ever see the kingdom of heaven, we are told, one of the main meanings of life (in the cursed post Eden Earth) being to separate the wheat from the chaff and very few of the final generation will make it. God is not the gushing made up blabber you’ve probably heard coming from spiral eyed fanatics He is terrible and we are in a bad position as humans. So you might have to do all the work on your own to get anywhere. But it’s going to be worth it if you make it, remember what olde worlde alchemists were after ‘the philosophers stone’? The reward is eternal life in a perfect world, yes ‘heaven’ for us is a real material place. It is this world after judgement day with the curse lifted.