Grass status : touched
Any flower champ?

a few months ago a guy was chatting me online and wanted to meet me irl, and when we did, he ignored me and never reached out to me again
and this happened again with a different man a few days ago. when we met irl he looked at me with disgust and didnt even say hello.
im genuinely so ugly no man is willing to date me or even JUST TALK TO ME irl, its so over.

im also kind of worried because im flying to the other side of the country this november to meet a male online friend who ive been friends with for years. i dont want to lose our friendship because of my ugliness.