anons im so sick of everything i don't even want to do basic chores
i want to leave everything behind and let go of everything
i want to cut off all types of communication and relationships with all the people i know
it's not like i hate them i really love my family and i have a nice friend or two
but i dont want talk to anyone
i dont want to kill myself either i dont know what do i want but all i know is that i want to relax
honestly i couldn't care less about dating and relationships , there are things to life that are probably more worthy of my time and energy than dating
i even started to lose faith in "god" he's literally watching the world rot and i think he likes it
i have started to lose all meaning in life because nothing ever works out for me or maybe im an ungrateful piece of shit
idk anons i just wanted to leave this here thanks for reading anyway