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6/26/2025, 6:05:07 PM
>I find myself hoping he'll fail at this thing or the other just so I can feel like it 'evens us out' when I know nothing ever will
Happened to me too. I kept thinking "okay, he beat me in X, but I'm better at Y..." and I wasn't. It really is what shattered my just world beliefs, and made me realize that humans aren't balanced, some people are just more gifted in everything.
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I never felt envy in my life until I started caring about my own happiness and success (I was too depressed beforehand) and I left my small pond entering university. Meritocracy doesn't exist, there are people who put no effort and get to the top in everything. Why should I have sacrificed all my time to study all day when others got better grades without even trying? How long do I have to learn social skills before I can get a girlfriend? What I hate the most is that the winners of the genetic lottery never admit it and they are all bluepilled instead, so they can't even give advice, just the "be yourself" crap. It's no use being yourself when you are genetically inferior, I too would try to be myself if I was a talented chad or a genius. And also, they all mistreated and hated me throughout my life because of my developmental and intellectual defect. No one ever tried to emphasize with me or help, because people only care about what you can give to them, and if you are a subhuman with nothing to give, not even saints will want to befriend you.
Now I'm self improving again, but with a different purpose. Whenever I tried to learn to fit in society or be successful in anything I failed miserably. I don't care about fitting in and being loved anymore, love doesn't even exist for me anyway. Now I just want to become strong enough to lead the Incel Revolution and get my revenge on the foids and the normalcattle who have wronged me. With this goal in mind I have noticed that my incel rage is strong enough to counter the depression and hopelessness and make me keep going.
Happened to me too. I kept thinking "okay, he beat me in X, but I'm better at Y..." and I wasn't. It really is what shattered my just world beliefs, and made me realize that humans aren't balanced, some people are just more gifted in everything.
>>33277514
I never felt envy in my life until I started caring about my own happiness and success (I was too depressed beforehand) and I left my small pond entering university. Meritocracy doesn't exist, there are people who put no effort and get to the top in everything. Why should I have sacrificed all my time to study all day when others got better grades without even trying? How long do I have to learn social skills before I can get a girlfriend? What I hate the most is that the winners of the genetic lottery never admit it and they are all bluepilled instead, so they can't even give advice, just the "be yourself" crap. It's no use being yourself when you are genetically inferior, I too would try to be myself if I was a talented chad or a genius. And also, they all mistreated and hated me throughout my life because of my developmental and intellectual defect. No one ever tried to emphasize with me or help, because people only care about what you can give to them, and if you are a subhuman with nothing to give, not even saints will want to befriend you.
Now I'm self improving again, but with a different purpose. Whenever I tried to learn to fit in society or be successful in anything I failed miserably. I don't care about fitting in and being loved anymore, love doesn't even exist for me anyway. Now I just want to become strong enough to lead the Incel Revolution and get my revenge on the foids and the normalcattle who have wronged me. With this goal in mind I have noticed that my incel rage is strong enough to counter the depression and hopelessness and make me keep going.
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