Maybe you're not made for that kind of creative hobby. Have you tried something more practical and less abstract? Like painting or gardening? Woodworking, maybe? People can be creative with all sorts of things — even with mechanics. I know that basically everything becomes enjoyable only once you get some level of competence, but it shouldn't feel like a chore.

Also, ADHD is a meme and you don't have it. Americans are retarded and get diagnosed with ADHD because your psychiatrists are incompetent. It's obvious that with medication you'll get more productive — they’re amphetamines.

You should drop video games, stop watching porn, get inside communities of people, delete your social networks, delete every dating app, block porn websites, touch some grass, do some exercise every day, and try something new.

You'll never fix your life if you keep blaming a made-up pathology for every problem instead of taking responsibility for your actions and getting rid of your addictions.

>t. former person with "ADHD" who is now sober, married, has a house, a job, and no trouble focusing.