My 1st concert was marilyn manson when i wouldve been 9yo which was with my big sister nd her goth pals That made me feel happy bc they were all nice to me bc i was a wean nd everybody pampered me nd her other goth pal lifted me on her shoulders Nd when youre a wean everybodys jst nice to you.I miss that.I remember finking jst purely frm the name I imagined marilyn manson to be a black woman with an afro like beyonce in a 70s disco style.Just purely frm the name.I quite liked it in the end.I mind there was stalls with ppl selling this stuff "Liquid Gold" which is Poppers altho obviously i didnt know that.I saw my dad 1 weekend nd i mentioned this liquid gold just bc i found it kewl nd he went REALLY SERIOUS nd him nd my st*pmam was like that "Was [sister] taking this stuff" "Was it a powder" "Did anyone have a powder" What a nonce to be honest when i look back on it,,,,He always freakded me out nd made me feel nervous n scared bc of stuff like this constantly over reacting nd losing the plot over nothing