>>212520600
Not exaggerating when I say I have virtually no memory of my entire childhood. I don't mean pre-primary I mean even my teen years as well, holidays and shit. And the memories I do have are of nothing signficant, stuff like sitting in various classrooms at different ages with different teachers. Beyond that, nothing.

I suspect it's to do with living in my head the whole time. Like I am never actually present with other people, there is always a translation layer, a separation layer, between how I act / respond to people and what I'm actually thinking in my head. So I've never been authentic with anyone or had any authentic experiences. Instead my whole life is just a jumble of thoughts rattling around my own head, none of which were ever solidified by being shared in their true form with another person in the flesh.

>hating kikes means you are brown
you talmudic demons have to try harder