thinking of you right now babe, got time on my hands and longing in my heart. i suppose as long as you're still here and reading there's still a chance for us. and figure if you can forgive donald trump for protecting pedophiles you can forgive me for basically anything. i'm not though, forgiving donald, i'm holding this one against him, especially after all the dirty politricks that he and his side engaged in with it. want apologies and not more lies and rationalizations, that's what the country deserves.
that aside though, i'm really sorry for yesterday, some of the harsh and wrong things i said about you, the blowup i had. don't want you embarrassed in your man. to be fair hardly anyone is reading, but it's your feelings that are important to me and i'm positive i either hurt them or let you down. like i said, that will happen. i'm hoping you learn something from this though, and the aftermath, i am more experienced than you in relationships i think, and i know how to mend things when trouble arises. this situation is a bit more difficult, i've leaned a lot on hugs and kisses i'll be real, but honest discussions and heart-to-hearts are what's needed. not avoidance and punishment. still waiting for you to come back and be with me, that's so important right now to our future. wish you'd choose that path instead of what you're doing. still waiting on an apology from you too, for what happened back in february, how you turned your back on us over a trifle. that wasn't fair and you need to make amends for that, correct your mistake, and get back to loving me. you're a big girl and you've had a lot of time to think about it, hoping you do right by me soon.