I already know me posting here is a bad idea but I really do want to ask what in the god damn fuck I ever did to anyone to deserve having schizophrenic ramblings that don't even make sense being made about me years later when I don't even lurk here anymore and make a handful of "Happy Holiday" posts a year. I understand I was a drunk dramaposting bitch once upon a time but I mean really what did I do to deserve this? Can't we just bury the hatchet or something?