I lie to myself and say I have but I haven't. Haven't had a legit crush in years, haven't even had the opportunity to really meet women my age since college, and I'm turning 30 in a little over a week. I have no idea where I'd even meet a woman. I just go to the gym, work and home. Even when I try and leave my comfort zone and go out there aren't opportunities to meet new people. Did go on my first date in years early this year but nothing came from it.