>>40290653
For the anons considering it, and having just spent 30 minutes drawing 0.6ml of it and 10 minutes injecting it (not sure I remotely got the dosing right frankly, I could be anywhere between 0.4 and 0.6ml actually in my body) for the love of God, do not...use...undercylate.
Like, okay, I'm over panicking because I'm going to do a blood test at the end of this week and check what my E level is and if it's maybe around where it should be i'm calm if not I'll be using my oral stuff and getting some EEn/Ev vials.

I mean shit, i'm gonna have to get EUn figured out but I think it's gonna be a case of doing two 0.4ml injections because trying to draw large amounts is quite stressful (might try drawing with like a 20g needle and injecting with the 27g idk - I guess given the seeming lack of info I sort of have to make it up as I go along).

For now, I'm going to curl into my bed and sleep it off. I was expecting the needle to be the main mental block, but nope, pushed through that in like 3 seconds flat (I mean I did get some things out of trying for the Marines lol).
I might try and 3D print a jig of some kind to hold the vial etc and draw for me because doing it by hand *sucked*.
>>40294987
I'll pre-empt with I'm sorry in advance for your loss anon.
The best I can offer is to say: remember that, ultimately, that pain comes from a place of love and care.
>>40292701
It pains me to say it (having lost about 30kg total over the last 2ish years), but really it's just getting slightly "male-brained" about it, which is just learning to dig in, applying fairly rigorous self-discipline and evading the various horrors of government waitlists (I mean i'm UK, our waitlist is 6 years, so absolutely not doing that).
The upside of being a neet is having the time to spend 1-2 hours a day knocking out cardio or other exercise as required.
Motivation really only comes to me from seeing results, which is essentially a feedback loop that requires kickstarting with something.