>>81922779
>just doesn't feel great having people worry about you
that's true.

>it feels like we're bringing our friends into something they didn't sign up for.
i wish one of my friends would be as reasonable as you are. i think it's fine to tell your friends if you're unwell, but basically all he does sometimes is talking about his issues. after all those years it can be hard to still care about it all equally.

>there was a better alternative.
well, for me the alternative is this thread. at least i have a place i can share the mind worms that are burrowing their ways through my brain.

>biggest worry is that they think we're suicidal which couldn't be further from the truth.
good to know that you aren't. have you told them?

>the concept of death is literally the scariest thing possible for us.
i can understand that, but i think i've stopped worrying about it. whatever happens or doesn't happen after death is so completely out of my control that it's nothing i need to concern myself with.

>part of what we're dealing with makes us constantly wanna get worse so either way it would make our brain happy in a way
our brains truly are the most fucked up junkies we'll ever have the misfortune to meet.

>>81923032
>I'll go sleep goodnight ^^
good night!

>well they guys I'm watching are pretty fun though
as good a reason to watch them as any other.

>personally I think I'd like that crunch
can make it very hard to eat, though. a bite or two will usually shatter the rest of the taco.

>what!!!! :0 why?
cause i have to go to work? ^^

>at least that
it's a luxury.

>kinda wierd because I've never had a dream about kissing before
that really is a weird one. any clue why you might have dreamed it?