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>you could argue that an individual dies once they lose their uniqueness and become another cog in the machine
That's the thing, I'd love to erase my subjectivity ontologically to make sure no experience is possible for me ever again
My only respite is considering that I've already succeeded and I'm getting just a shadowban gaslighting experience when in reality any changes from me experienced by my surroundings are from random quantum fluctuations that I habitually and egoistically attribute to myself