kicked out for bringing up my hopes for surgery and hormones staying at a shelter but my bank account is linked to my parents so i can't even get money cashapped to me

How can I survive this kind of situation

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I tried so hard to accept tans girls because I have a futa fetish but just when it comes down to them living with you there just seems to be no way to get over being able to tell you are with a guy even after years of hormones and electrolysis, the shapes and smells and everything just is what it is

Fucking sucks man