I'm honestly absolutely climbing out of my fucking skin. I need coke and crack soooo bad. I keep telling myself shit like
>it's not food and water you don't need it you just want it
>went most of your life without it and were completely fine
but I'm sooooo fucking bored. Sometimes I close my eyes and I can literally smell the boiling ammonia. I don't even give a fuck about the crystal or the drinking it's the coke I miss the most.