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>Question Of Today: How was your first time trying MDMA?

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>>81940983 (OP)
it was good, first time was with my boyfriend, we took it, and fucked

I've only had it a few times since, always for sex though

>>81940983 (OP)
>How was your first time trying MDMA?
Amazing. I'm still chasing the dragon of my first time.
I might do meth instead I imagine it feels like MDMA except better.

Just bought my crack for the day

>>81940983 (OP)
talked to some tradesman, probably 40-50, he told me he just used drugs to pick up the girls, then proceeded to show a video of him in some hotel bedroom with 3 young girls.

>>81940983 (OP)
It was alright. My second and third times doing it felt much better.

>>81941748
Sounds about right.
Being an incel is the result of not having drugs.

how much morphine do i need to IV to feel high beyond the rush?
psychonautwiki says 10mg is strong, but it feels like nothing.

>>81942775
i have no tolerance to opiates either

>>81940983 (OP)
> First time MDMA
Did it with some friends about 25-50mg sipped slowly from a water cup.. comeup was gentle, actually the whole exp was magical and gentle. No hard comedown or hangover. Was good.

Took 100mg tina with high tolorance. Is good. Nothing to write home about but I am high so no complaints :)

>>81940983 (OP)
>How was your first time trying MDMA?
Did half an punisher pill with my friend at a gabber rave. I'll always remember the come up, I instantly started feeling cold and touching my own skin felt good, arms, face, scalp. Took the other half an hour later. Everyone was smiling at me, like they knew it was my first time. I was very chatty which conflicted with my usual silent self. Befriended some cute brunette with a tight body and big tits who kept feeding me and my friend cigs, at around 6am she took my hand and told me to wave my friend goodbye and we took an uber to her spot, she rolled us a joint and we smoked then had sex once, went to sleep, woke up and had sex again. Nothing like the first few MDMA highs

> I even want to kill myself while smoking weed now
I guess suicide is the only option now

withdrawal is raping me anons, tomorrow or maybe even tonight I'll pop some

>>81943965
take pregabalin youll feel better

>>81942775
Just do 10 mg until the effects are satisfactory I guess.

THE TRAM IS STILL UNOPENED FUCK

>>81940983 (OP)
>Question Of Today: How was your first time trying MDMA?
I didn't feel anything for my first time and I didn't for my second time either. I was the only one who didn't.
What causes this?

Picrel: /drugfeel/ should meet up at raves tbqh desu
>>81944582
I took 400mg last week, I really wanna do it again.
Makes those depressing days quite fun.
I hope I can keep it a rare habit for now

what are shrooms like? I only ever smoked weed and my heart isn't the strongest I get anxious very easy and I'm prone to tachycardia

>>81944839
Only did acid so take with a grain of salt.
The exp is taxing on body and mind. It can be amazing with small moments of anxiety but if you can handle your shit it's avoidable mostly on lower doses (which you should try first to feel it out). Be sure you're in a good place in life, arrange set and setting, maybe some activities you could do like music and watching art. Make your enviorment as cozy as possible so you'll have anything you need at arm's reach. Goodluck and have fun!

>>81944839
assuming you are tripping in a safe place, you only have what you bring with you.

what that means is that if you have significant trauma or shit you ain't dealing with, you're gonna have to deal with it when you are your least stable

go easy, have a buddy, walk softly etc

How tf do I find weed in a UK city where I don't know anyone? Only there for a day so ordering online isn't an option.

>>81940992
i hope you overdose and die sex having scum

>>81940983 (OP)
why is this general even posted here? fucking raves? i think even britfeel has more of a right to exist

>>81945882
Talk to the guys dressed in black jumpers.
Camden Market for LDN, parks in Manchester

Raves are so interesting to me as a non-USAfag in a heavily drug regulated community
Like can't the police just watch over these raves that are so notoriously known for drug abuse?

Either way, I'm definitely going to one if I ever travel

>>81945352
>>81945499
thanks - I've never been more unstable in my life so I'll park this for now then
>>81945882
don't buy street crap either order online or get a GP's note for medical zaza you'll get pharma grade good good

>>81946203
>Raves are so interesting to me as a non-USAfag
What are you on? Raves came from Europe (the Benelux region to be exact). Where the frick do you live that you do not have a rave scene?

just alcohol for me today and now that i think about it i've been off everything else for nearly two months aside from getting a few grams of weed and going through it all in few days at the start of this month
well at least my tolerance should have resetted
probably going to get some opioids and pregabalin next month
>>81946049
many robots use drugs?

>>81946380
Only see that shit in American spots or American people in photos so apologies for not knowing it's origin or some shit

>Where the frick do you live that you do not have a rave scene?
Anywhere where governments actually do shit and not sit on their ass?
Half of Asia doesn't have an existing rave scene because that shit immediately gets taken down by authorities

>>81946521
sowwy >///<
come to brazil

im so evil hehehehe im evil hehehe

>>81944839
I've never had shroom trips that were similar. I've had trips where I experienced the most joy and euphoria in my life, and I've had trips where I hallucinated monsters, the worst gore imaginable, demons, and things like the walls turning into eyeballs.
I've had shroom trips where the visual were like what people say a powerful DMT trip is like, and I've had trips where there were almost no visuals and it just felt like acid. It's extremely inconsistent depending on your tolerance and mental + physical state.
Also when you take a shit ton, you basically go into manual breathing mode and apparently some people have gotten tinnitus or brain damage while having sex on shrooms due to a lack of oxygen. Gotta be careful.

Any advice for quitting a heavy kratom habit? I think I'm at 50+gpd but I don't use a scale. I'm retarded I know

>>81943272
Gosh that hit the spot. Not a crazy high, just the little push I needed. Feel happy.

>>81947677
Get a scale (there like $20 on amazon) and start decreasing. Take your time and learn about yourself in the process. It'll be tough, beware.

Is anyone here naturally resistant or resilient to psychedelics fucking them up? I've taken high doses with frequency that would have made the average person go psychotic or insane and haven't suffered any change in personality or PTSD. It feels like my grasp on my psyche and sense of reality is so strong that not even the worst trip can affect me.
A 120mg dose of MDMA fucks me up more mentally than 15g of shrooms or 800ug of acid

>>81948259
nowhere near that degree but i do have a friend who has like twice+ the natural tolerance to psychedelics than my other friends (has to take 300+ug of lsd compared to us getting fucked up from 100-150ug)
weight plays a role but 800ug is insane

>>81940983 (OP)
i'm currently tapering my ssris and after that benzos, ill stick to opies. i've had bad opioid experiences due to mild serotonin syndrome, don't take tramadol with ssris

>>81940983 (OP)
first time trying mdma was awesome, was 15 years old and did a blue star shaped E pill at my buddies house with a few older friends. Had a great time and rolled hard. Im not big on MDMA and have only done it a dozen or less times in my entire life, but the feeling of a full on clean roll is fantastic in the right situation.

Nowadays I much prefer mescaline or 2cb though.

>weed store got my favorite edibles in after 3 weeks of them being out
Tonight is going to be amazing.

>>81947677
how many years of 50+gpd? that is a lot and you will need some serious medical help to quit most likely. I did .5-1oz roughly per day for about a decade and had to do an ibogaine treatment to quit.

>>81940983 (OP)
still haven't tried mdma despite 5 years of using other drugs
honestly don't know why, was supposed to try it like 2 years ago but life got in the way and i've basically been in a depression coma for the last 2 years
>>81948582
>i've had bad opioid experiences due to mild serotonin syndrome, don't take tramadol with ssris
>i've had a bad experience taking snri opioid with ssris
...
normal opioids wouldn't hurt you with ssris but tramadol is a special beast...
just sayin

>>81948640
ate some weed i made into some olive oil over here. cheers weed eating anon.

life hack: you got to be careful bc liver and stummy, but one 500mg tylenol and 400mg ibuprofen along with some caffeine and ofc weed before dranking really makes it feel lighter and more pleasant. and after heavy dranking, take a couple ibuprofen and a hit of weed or two and/or light edible dose when you wake up a few hours after passing out, you'll wake up feeling great. make sure to eat a nutritious meal and drink a lot of water, then you'll be ready to drank again
disregard all of that: alcohol sucks dont do it

>>81949124
cheers drinking and disregarding any advice

>>81949144
cheers. think its time to quit my job and do some shrooms in the woods

>>81949232
my best shroom experience ever was doing them with friends on a roadtrip to norway while on a beach that looked straight out of the tropic despite being located in the north atlantic
gl, no hallucinogenic can cure my alcoholism

>>81948843
Like 2 years probably. I understand it's going to be awful to quit, but what serious medical help would I even get? I've heard of people getting on subs for it but subs are worse than kratom

>>81941896
Drug and alcohol use do not break down inhibitory structures in my brain like they do for many other people.

I remember dosing LSD at a music festival and only feeling 10x more alienated from everyone and everything, including the acquaintances I came with.

>>81948843
Or are you referring to the same Ibogaine shit you did

>>81948259
Psychedelics enhance neural activity, sometimes to the point of mania, by opening up unused neural pathways. If you're short on neural pathways, there's not much enhancement possible. Your reaction is gonna be "ah, this is cool shit" instead of contemplating the universe and death and all that.

>>81948883
These are the ones I aim for, pure euphoria.

>>81949551
Looks like psychosis in a bag to me :p have fun!

>>81949551
Those are pretty pricey. The black market dispensaries I've gone too sell 5,000 mg edible pouches for $90. Much better quality than the legal shit too.

Any lads here have experience of overdoing the ald nytol a bit? I normally take 3 a night, sometimes 4 so roughly 200mg all together. When they kick in sometimes I feel like there are spiders crawling up my legs, is that normal? Also does anyone else get restless legs on them?

>>81941748
they would cling to him even after, which would get unbearably shitty for him. he would pay them to leave. theyve probably been paid to leave by guys before. theyve made a habit and a lifestyle out if it.

How would you feel if you were a parent and found out your child was using drugs? I assume most people's reactions would depend on the drug in question, so I'll use three random examples:
Weed? Xanax? Heroin? Let's also assume they're a teenager or young adult.

>>81940992
get the fuck away from this board, normie roastie whore

I've been abusing Phenibut daily for 3ish months now. I'm currently at 4.5g. I'm not sure if this is good for me, but it's cheap in comparison to other CNS depressants and opioids, especially given that I'm currently a NEET and have essentially no money.
Probably going to taper down (10% decrease daily) from tomorrow on, it'll be rough though.

>>81950747
I'd draw the line at meth, heroin, and cocaine. Weed is ok but I'd want to be sure they're mentally stable before touching psychs. If they wanted MDMA I'd allow it but put it in a time safe so they don't fry their brain abusing it. I'm never having kids though.

>>81951233
Why would you do this? Everything I've heard from anons and other is how you should absolutely not use phenibut more than once a week. You really need to taper down.

>>81951473
>why would you do this?
Sweden outlawed Kratom, which was my daily driver for a while.
As for it being horrible to use daily, yes, it is.
But that's mainly because of the ridiculous amount of tolerance build-up you get.
The withdrawals are also benzo tier horrible, meaning 0 sleep for weeks and possible seizures. But yeah, I'll try to taper down tomorrow, hopefully!

Whats the best way to get bulk carts and vapes for cheap without inhaling vegetable oil

>>81951542
Godspeed, anon. I won't harp since you seem fully aware of the dangers, hope you're able to kick it. Phenibut never really did much for me other than make me dizzy, I do enjoy kratom from time to time though, sucks that even that is starting to get banned everywhere.

>>81951584
If I had money I'd be using buprenorphine, tramadol or methadone daily as a replacement for kratom desu. I'm pretty depressed so I need something to keep me going.
Also, despite anons claiming that you can't get high off phenibut, in my experience, you can absolutely get blasted off this shit. It's a surprisingly powerful CNS depressant.

>>81951579
Mixing your own.
Cheap carts can go as low as 30 cents, CBD is CHEAP and so are CBC and Delta8 or THC-A.
The biggest challenge is sourcing good terpenes.

Where you get your fent pills

>>81941210
For fucks sake, never touch meth. You want to be a brainless zombie?

Years ago I did shrooms while my back was still healthy and I remember during the trip I had the biggest lower back pain in my fucking life. I would try to get up and I would start getting cramps and fall down, I couldn't walk for a few hours for some reason, it was the scariest experience ever. Well, 5 years later I ended up with bad spinal discs in my lower back that required surgery, now I'm heading for another surgery again. This has always made me wonder if somehow the shrooms made me hyper aware of my back while I was on it. It could be real but how the fuck did it see so far off? 5 years? it literally predicted my back would go out 5 years later, that's insane.

>mom is forcing herself to stay up late because she knows I have edibles
she doesn't understand this will all come back as elderly abuse to her. I hope she likes waiting till late for her wine!

>>81951778
When I took acid and shrooms I would get brief shocks of nerve pain up my wrist and arm I suspected I was developing carpal tunnel in.

I got the message, reduced my computer time, and worked out my back + shoulders + arms to get rid of it.

>>81951831
SHES WORKING A 12 HOUR TOMORROW YOU STUPID BITCH GO TO BED

>>81951762
It'll be fine I'll only do it once.
Maybe twice if it's really good.

>>81951831
Sorry what
You have edibles so she is staying up late?
To make sure you don't take them? Because you took them? She wants some?

>>81945889
isn't this thread supposed to be open to people who use drugs?? what did I do dawg

CAPTCHA IS AMP00

>>81941748
Too based

Manny from Scarface was right
>A little coke money doesn't hurt you know

Started with the drugs early today. First a small dose of 4-ho-met first thing in the morning, to test the waters so to speak. no visuals but was certainly tripping. Skin felt good, Music felt better, but at one point I started to thinking obsessively about shit and got into thought loops so I had to take a benzo to calm down. Now the psychedelic has worn off but the clonazepam is still keeping me slightly drowsy. Considering doing 5 mg Methamphetamine to cancel out the drowsiness.

>>81940983 (OP)
Came home from a party with my then GF, decided we should try it, went to bed watching Blackadder while we waited for it to kick in, was so sleepy that I was about to doze off thinking what a shame I would be sleeping through it, then boom, next few hours was us running around the house and yard, naked, fucking like rabbits, good times.

I miss her.

>>81952614
I think it's a weird way to punish me. She will consistently stay up 90 minutes or two hours more, I guess she's good at snooping in my room.

>>81954290
Why are you taking thc edibles? What do you get out of them?

>>81951778
People can get subconsciously used to certain things and end up unaware of stuff right in front of them, metaphorically speaking. I've heard of many cases sorta like that where psychs make people aware of something in their life that they were accidentally ignoring.
>>81954189
Sounds comfy broski.

>>81951778
Physical therapist here, outside of accidents or sudden illness your bones are usually fucked 10-15 years before you consciously experience symptoms. It's just that usually muscles work to hold it in place.
Very simplified explanation but yeah do your stretches niggas especially if you're ever 21.
5 minutes of stretching daily can keep you functional well into your 60s.

Just did the last line of heroin from this batch. I think the next time I will be doing opioids I will buy morphine or other meds, even with fent free H you never know how pure it is so I used this batch in small doses and didn't get too much rush. I was also denied neetbux so I will probably have to find a job. Thinking of all the drugs I will be able to buy seriously make me less scared of going to work kek

What are your preffered ROAs for #3 Brown heroin and why?

I have no idea where to get drugs. I want to try shrooms

>>81956676
Try looking for drug telegram groups and go from there.
If you have friends you can ask them, maybe they know a guy who knows a guy.

>>81956676
Download Grindr and ask around
I'm not even joking
Chances are there are black market dispensaries near you if you live near a decently sized city.
Ask around in hip bars or clubs catered towards younger people, usually one of the workers is a drug dealer or has a plug.

If you want cheap + quality, learn how to order from DNMs. Or grow your own, there are plenty of vendors who are willing to sell spore and liquid cultures to prohibited areas. Just don't be an idiot and make sure you know what you're getting into.

My guy always tries to up the prices on me and I have to remind him he sold me the same for like 20$ less last time. He is nice about it tho and lowers the price again. I have a backup guy incase that bridge burns.

>>81959302
If i were you id start buying from that other guy right now anon. You never know when your current plug might think that you're remembering "too frequently".

What freaking drug do I need to stop suicidal ideation. I'm tired of dick numbing ssris

I bought some heirloom variety opium poppy seeds and gave them to my mom "because they were so pretty". She planted them and they are coming along really well.
>it is that easy

>>81960697
Bupropion has been good for me.
You could consider also
>Auvelity
>Ketamine
>Shrooms

>>81960890
Are they still researching shrooms for depression? What the fuck is taking them so long

>>81960935
Shrooms cannot be patented as-is. Also, did you know drugs are bad, you might start believing you are an orange, and peel your skin off, mmmkay?

>>81961002
Okay, sorry mr Mackey, mkay

>>81960479
Nah he's a chill guy, just trying to hustle like the rest of 'em. He always resets the price and I remind him I am a regular customer (he litterally makes tousands off of me) and that other guys sell for less. He's also very fast on deliveries, has decent grade stuff, wide veriety of products, has weekly discounts and gifts and reletively cheap.
The other guy I tried a few times and he's also good, but I'll stick to guy 1 for now.

>>81960697
I am a suicidal thoughts survivor (had it for years). Used to have a noose hanging in my room for about a month before I pussied out.
What really helped me is moving out of home to my own place. Also prescription benzos help (with wine sometimes, good combo for me).
Try changing things up. If you can't move out, try to go on walks. Maybe find a hobby community to be apart of to take you away from your current situation and socialize a little (even if it's small talk, try to take interest). Maybe travel if you can. Some distance will give you a new prespective. Never told anyone about my sui thoughts or depression so never got ssris and I don't know very much about them. Best of luck, anon.

>>81941889
ikr. first had uncertainty and a little bit anxiety, then it was like the happiest zoomies I've ever had, like ice skates for the mind, dancing, meeting, massaging, candy, kissing, always moving.

>>81961656
Based buying-drugs-in-person anon. Unless your shit is cut, in which case its cringe.

>>81940983 (OP)
i find it funny that you guys discuss all these wild drugs, while I wouldn't even know where to start if I wanted to get weed kek

>>81961984
The stuff is checked and the waight is always right :)

>>81960935
>What the fuck is taking them so long
Research for anything has to be approved through layers of bureaucracy. Specifically, chemicals under schedule 1 are covered in many more additional layers of regulations that cost an insane amount of money, it is thus not viable.
>>81961002
>cannot be patented
Fwiw, they can still orchestrate treatments with it like they do for ketamine if it were permitted.
>>81962263
We live in the information age; you can find just about anything online. For example, if you wanted to learn how to get LSA (an easy-to-access alternative to LSD), then search some things like:
>what is LSA
>where does LSA come from
>where to buy [plant name] seeds
>how to extract LSA from seeds
>how to do a cold water extraction
>how much LSA per [plant name] seed
And maybe check the erowid experience vault or psychonautwiki for info on proper dosages. Additionally, lurking r*dd*t can be useful for finding residual info.

>>81962263
Once you get a leg in it's pretty easy to get. Weed is def a gateway drug since you meet people cuz of it and some of them have connections. Once you're in, it's everywhere. Also DNMs make it easy to get good shit for cheap if you got the guts for it (I'll just get paranoid about raids or getting caught but had friends that got stuff from there. Once one of them gave me a tab he got from a DNM, was the best acid I ever had; and I did a lot of acid)

picked up some 7 hydroxy tabs. chewable, does that mean you want to dissolve it under your tongue like a benzo or does it not work like that? or should i just drop em

>>81955941
I hate physical therapists so much. I actually think it's because of my physical therapist that I never healed properly from my first surgery. She was a huge cunt, and for some reason thought it'd be a good idea to go from 15lb to 55lb of lifting in a matter of weeks. I swear to fucking God that bitch was nasty, I'm choosing another one this time around. I do walk a lot more nowadays though, I walk 5 miles every day, so my back is definitely not that bad now and I haven't decided yet if I want to go through with a fusion.

>>81962961
I don't think "chewable" infers sublingal consumption, just that it's easier to swallow if you want to break it apart in your mouth first.

How to get needles aus?

Last time I tried ordering online they welfare checked me because i wasnt on a diabetes list or someshit

shit dude I got some codeine for the night but I also took some yesterday, it was a chill evening but then the rest of my nmight and early morning was filled with dread and regret for some reason, shit I got some for right now but I don't want to take it since i took yesterday and I saw a doccumentary of african niggas being addicted to cough syrup and shit they look sad man and I don't want to be sad cuz I feel like i'm in control but I know i'm not but i saw some of myself in those guys but at the same time is like shit man it's just codeine don't be a faggot is friday but at the same time idk man this shit sucks and i'm scared of withdrawal but at the same time this and that and that and this and yari yarrararararar

I just want a hit but i don't have none of the funny gear, just codeine

i have a 9-5 and enough money to purchase everything i've wanted since i was a teen, i'm thinking about becoming a weekend warrior desu... i'm just worried about fucking up and losing it all.

Drugs can't really fill this emptiness I feel.
Think I'm just gonna get a hobby

https://youtu.be/bBC1U6lq9p4?si=mZECjS_YuvOGKaCG

Thinking about losing my MD virginity at home. Know a guy that can hook me up with some, any advice or things that i should know beforehand? Will i have fun with it even if im a mentally ill person or am i just gonna be bad tripping for 3+ hours?

Alcohol seems to interfere with the opiate high of oxy I think. It's weird how a tiny amount of opiates (5mg oxy/kratom) goes so nicely with just lying down and relaxing, I think that's how we were supposed to take it, just in extreme moderation to assist with relaxation. I've taken a few months break from almost all opiates with the exception of poppy seed tea. How do people live their entire lives without feeling the bliss of this? It's like being covered in honey, just pure total bliss and relaxation like in a jacuzzi. It's a true shame it's impossible to feel like this daily.

Is this big enough to harvest anything from? If so, how do I best prepare it?

>>81967228
Oh and if you're wondering why it's shiny -- I pissed on it right before I took the photo

>>81967228
your picture is fucking sideways nigga

Druggies welcome in this small comfy r9kesque server.


XGTwudrY

Ritalin gives me nowhere near the side effects that I had as a teenager. Wonder why?

5mg oral meth doing me good bros.

>>81967224
i have some opiate stories if you want to hear
once in jail someone gave me a crumb of suboxone. i was high for like 6 hours and i did throw up at the end of the trip. some guy even said i should be prescribed to them because it makes my personality better. then at the dentist i got Percocets. i took them until i got dizzy and that ruins the whole high for me. i usually always get dizzy or throw up so even though it feels good before that. i dont think this type of drug is for me.

Is heroin even that euphoric if it isn't injected? Recently I got my hands on H the second time, I didn't know it's potency and was afraid of ODing so I smoked and snorted relatively small amounts. My last line was 120mg (containing maybe 30-50mg of actual heroin) and it finally felt good but not that much. Also if you have to use that much then it's kinda expensive even without tolerance, I can get legit oxys and morphine pills cheaper than this.

Is my methiodone anon here? I like you fampai

>>81967479
Yea sure, tell me them, preferably in greentext.

>doing a morphine IV injection, i got 6mg down in about 3 minutes.
>I took it out of the vein and waited like 5 min
>second shot, i shoot maybe 2mg but the plunger gets stuck
>i push it harder because im retarded
>the entire 20mg/10ml gets shot into my vein before the needle cap explodes off

will i die soon?

I'm honestly absolutely climbing out of my fucking skin. I need coke and crack soooo bad. I keep telling myself shit like
>it's not food and water you don't need it you just want it
>went most of your life without it and were completely fine
but I'm sooooo fucking bored. Sometimes I close my eyes and I can literally smell the boiling ammonia. I don't even give a fuck about the crystal or the drinking it's the coke I miss the most.

Lately I've started thinking, maybe I'm just depressed.

I just drinked 2 beers and now I feel invincible. Who wants to fight me?

Any autistic bros here that smoke weed? As an autist, you never really fully mature like a normal person and still think and do childish things, but when you smoke weed I feel like that makes it even worse. Thoughts? Is alcohol a more autistic friendly drug?

>>81967135
Start with a reletivly low dose. Crush the crystals and mix it in a glass of water. Drink small sips for like 30 mins. It'll come up smoothly (if you got good shit) and will come down easily. Have fun!

>>81967385
What kind of side effects?

>>81967478
200mg here lol. Going well.

>>81940983 (OP)
Does anyone have any tips for making the most out of thc oil? (I quit smoking) I got this super strong one from Amsterdam. One drop fucked me for the entire day the first time. But my tolerance is clearly very quick because I need like 5-6 drops to even feel floaty now.

>>81968437
Mix it with alcohol if your tolerance is high otherwise you have to take a T-break. There is no way around tolerance

I FUCKING hate normies
spent 30 minutes last night walking around with some fuck from my apartment building who tries to lecture me on religion and spirituality and embarrass me in front of strangers on the street
and I tried to be nice so I let him hit the dabs a couple times
fuck you faggot I'm not your friend I'm nobody's friend except for my own
every last mf'er think they know the secret behind reality
I don't give a fuck about your secrets I have my own secrets just leave me alone

WHO WAS MOSES
just some skeleton guy surrounded by flesh
WHO WAS JESUS
just some skeleton guy surrounded by flesh
WHO WAS MUHAMMAD
just some skeleton guy surrounded by flesh

if you ever thought you were anything more than some skeleton guy surrounded by flesh you made a huge epistemological error

Is a 150mg gummy of thc good for a starting dose ?

>>81970363
>gummy
Just smoke that shit. One hit and wait 5 minutes

>>81970363
that's way too much
try 25mg

>>81970537
25 wouldn't get a fish high. You need AT LEAST 100mg to start. People with high tolerance pop 500mg edibles like candy

>>81970363
Don't have acccess to edibles but 150mg sounds way too high. I'd try 5-25mg on first time.

>>81970537
I agree with you. I bought 50mg gummies. Had a bad trip.

>>81960844
honestly im tired of paying 15 dollars for a single perc so i might just do this chat.
>>81960697
ssris are hilariously bad, they just make u feel nothing to try to make u less depressed. a good 100ug of lsd or even some iv ket would do u wonders. u could also try ndris like wellbutrin, or even adderall, but ud have to take it daily and thats bleh.

>>81948860
>>81940983 (OP)

i take odsmt not tramadol

So I just figured out o-dsmt doesn't interact with serotonin like tramadol yet whenever I take odsmt
I get hyperreflexia at least that's what I think it is, i get startled really easily but it has no ssri interaction
wtf is causing it to happen more when I'm on odsmt could it be norepinephrine, i thought I figured it out

>>81970854
i started with 150mg right beore that post
i almost passed out in front of my dad and brother
but they did not notice.

>>81971884
Hey, as long as you can handle it. Have fun!

>>81971884
150 is my average dose and i cannot be around anyone when doing edibles cus theyre a complete crutch to escape reality for me and i get autistic as FUCK on them. and i have bad memory on them (i forget eveyrthing i do)

>>81971921
i've tried several different versions of ecstacy in diffrent circumstances, I've had three diffrent experiences with it the last one I had was a lsd tabs so im glad I didn;t do it the first two time I did them but still had diffrent yet very similar experiences each time

>>81968381
My autist friends have varied when they used weed. They've told me for some it makes them more and less autistic, depending on the person.
>Is alcohol a more autistic friendly drug?
If you notice yourself becoming anxious when handling social situations, then it works well, but generally speaking I can't be sure how it stacks up against others.

How come the prescription adderal/amphetamine salts in the US have been so shit lately? i never take adderal so it can't be tolerance but the last 6 friends ive borrowed adderal from the past 2 years either made me feel awake with anxiety or a feeling like fuckin modafinil or something. what gives? east coast USA if that matters

Any other eurospeed addicts?
I hate this shit

>>81947677
Would it be viable to go ct and use a bunch of benzos to get through the first few days? I know it would work I just don't know if there's any chance I would form dependence on benzos. That would obviously put me in a worse situation

>>81974595
Beware of personal changes. Your experience reminds me of how I've heard people describe their changing reactions to weed. It could just be a matter of your body/brain/mind being weird. Either that or you're getting scammed over and over (unlikely but idk, of course).

>>81974793
possibly dopamine burnout from other things, but a few times ive taken instant release like 15mg and it smacked. its always the new generic XRs since the adderal shortage everywhere