>>535084320
>Evil woman
Objective fact

Wenis is transiting your 8th house while Wenis itself is in fuggen Leo square to the moon in Scorpio (Scorpio/Pluto ruler of 8th house) which is in *your* 11th house. Mars is also transiting in the exact degree as your natal, but yours in in Leo while Mars squares it as it transits Taurus. Both fixed signs -- same stubbornness, different MOs. Pluto AND Mercury are both in Rx for a start.

Basically niggler the translation and message from your ancestors is,
>Beat your meat today, you are feeding the wrong egregore. Or worse, pittling mana away on absolutely nothing. Not even something chaotically heinous and fun
Moon tryna liberate your seed for higher, collective workings and you're like "Lol what if I astrally livestreamed my wank to my dead great grandma and all my spirit guides and guardian angels rn"
This is NOT a spiritually private window for cooming. If you're not making conscious and intentional use of that you're gonna habbe a bad tiem. Mars shit a losing battle basically even if you can power through by sheer will, post-nut shame will be extraordinary. Heed my warning.

Unless you're not who I think you are. Then it's the general gist with current transits just affected especially by whatever you got going on, natally

*fades into the night*

>>82005598
don't get back on it, that'd be prolonging addiction.
if you wanna quit, then quit and don't do more.
it really will be over before you know it.

>>82007713
i am the anon that ended up getting a catheter at the ER cuz of urinary retention due to a methiodone binge hi hello
in my opinion methiodone is not worth taking except as like a genuine methadone treatment, so if you're very addicted to heroin it'll work great to stave off the withdrawals but it's not good for anything BUT that
o-dsmt is much better in every way, the lower half-life is great, methiodone has a way too long half-life

but to answer your question, i think every opioid is kind of stimulating at low doses but that doesn't last cuz of tolerance, maybe try an amphetamine analogue instead? i really don't recommend taking methiodone as a stimulant...

>>81944839
I've never had shroom trips that were similar. I've had trips where I experienced the most joy and euphoria in my life, and I've had trips where I hallucinated monsters, the worst gore imaginable, demons, and things like the walls turning into eyeballs.
I've had shroom trips where the visual were like what people say a powerful DMT trip is like, and I've had trips where there were almost no visuals and it just felt like acid. It's extremely inconsistent depending on your tolerance and mental + physical state.
Also when you take a shit ton, you basically go into manual breathing mode and apparently some people have gotten tinnitus or brain damage while having sex on shrooms due to a lack of oxygen. Gotta be careful.

>>81891666
Go on Dread and buy it from The Tribe. Shipping can take like 2 weeks but the price and quality is hard to beat. I paid like $600 for 500 tabs.
The packaging OPSEC is top tier as well, I don't want to go into details but there's no way anyone is going to think it's drugs if they randomly open the package.

>>530132975
Ruan Mei is the Simulated Uuniverse/Divergent Universe/Swarm Disaster cheat code so you should pick her first and foremost