>>507356482
i am once again reminding you you can't hate the media enough

I used to be schizoid and I was happy, now because of being spiritual and bettering myself I healed myself and am no longer schizoid. I have awakened a part of myself that was long dead, 90s now feel more recent to me than 2015. It's weird. I should have try fixing my situation months ago when it happened, I was just so confused at first, nothing made sense any more, then it started making sense. Not long ago I was watching Encino Man and cried because I realized what happened to me and half of me I lost during childhood feels really out of place, I then spent days listening to 90s music, it no longer felt like nostalgia, it was like when Fry in Futurama spent a few days doing that.
I now have deep understanding of psychology, so many mental illnesses is people shutting down parts of their brain because of trauma, psychopaths, schizoids, it's all different parts that we discard to cope with a difficult situation. Most people never get it back, they don't experience this. My only cope is watching movies about time travel or people unfreezing.