life sucks, I was riding a manual scooter on the footpath(illegal to ride them on the road here) and that triggered the cunt for some reason. enough for him to start to throw punches.
im weak as shit so he easily grappled me into a wall.
issue is that I was not strong enough to push him away so i put my thumb through his eye socket and yanked him away, when i looked at him after that eye no longer looked the same way as the other, it stayed looking in the direction i had my thumb in (towards his nose)
worried about the legal ramifications of this, wondering if the damage is permanent and if they do find me can i get in trouble for defending myself?

I feel like such a faggot not being able to defend myself properly, worried about going out again and thinking of carrying a knife and just stabbing the next person who does this.
his punches didnt hurt but it did hurt my ego that I was pinned to a wall and had to do bitch tactics. I guess a wins a win?