>watching your once nice, woodsy area suddenly become overrun by miserable pajeets
>look around and see so many bmwf couples or single moms with niglets
>getting older and realizing more and more that I cant keep up the work pace to even just survive in this fucking mental hell
>every day is another day closer to death and having lived a meaningless life
>still alone
>friends get mad when I try and bring up any of this
>try taking it to church
>pastor yells at me that I'm just not believing in His plans and I just need a better wage cage job and to get a better education

Bros... whats the point of it all? I'm not going to kill myself, but I'm usually floating between numb, disassociative, despair, and so angry I can hardly take it. What do you even do when you get to this point? When you realize how shit everything is and how the systems in place and government just keeps making it infinitely worse and we can all barely survive with nothing to even survive for. What do you fucking do?