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6/15/2025, 4:37:46 AM
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I've kind of entirely given up on ever finding it. Most people don't want that kind of love in the US. Even something as simple as wishing I could find someone to wait until marriage with for sex is completely unrealistic even though I'm only 21. And even so, I'm not nearly good enough for the women who DO really want that, who DO really want love and a big family and to devote themselves to God and those in their lives.
It doesn't matter how bad I want it, I'm not 'husband' material and likely never will be even though it is literally all I want. All I want is to eventually be in a stable enough place where no matter what happens I'd have my people and I'd have a wife whom I adore. This will never happen and people will suffer for it
I'm a terminal outlier and I am meant to die horribly
I've kind of entirely given up on ever finding it. Most people don't want that kind of love in the US. Even something as simple as wishing I could find someone to wait until marriage with for sex is completely unrealistic even though I'm only 21. And even so, I'm not nearly good enough for the women who DO really want that, who DO really want love and a big family and to devote themselves to God and those in their lives.
It doesn't matter how bad I want it, I'm not 'husband' material and likely never will be even though it is literally all I want. All I want is to eventually be in a stable enough place where no matter what happens I'd have my people and I'd have a wife whom I adore. This will never happen and people will suffer for it
I'm a terminal outlier and I am meant to die horribly
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