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People above seemed to sort of dog pile onto the idea that I don't care about the sport but I've never cared about any sport at all save for the vague idea I had in my head since I was a kid that fighting could be something I really truly care for. On the point of troubled past, my home life has always been shit and you all already know how my social life has gone. That anger has always simmered inside me below the surface, but I've always bit my tongue and held it back. I'd like a place where I can cut loose. In the past 5 years, the time in my kickboxing gym might've been the only time I was happy. I don't know what that guy means by living authentically but this might be my only real way of living authentically. I quit my shitty job and tomorrow's my last day, I'm looking at flights to run off to Thailand and try chasing the dream because I've spent the past decade rotting in my room, so I might as well show the world that I do exist and am worth something.

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