>baptised catholic but raised without religion. Basically a deist/agnostic
>hear about orthodoxy from Luke Smith
>eventually decide to go to a Divine Liturgy
>awed by the church artwork
>I'm a pasty white mf, only one of a few non-Greeks in the church
>get a warm welcome like the prodigal son anyways
>start reading the bible, praying, studying church history
>feels like every aspect of my life has improved, less anxious, more at peace, etc. Don't feel lustful urges as much
>start to become less concerned about politics and material affairs

Was the solution really in front of me the whole time? I'm starting to feel like I'm entering a different world and different way of seeing everything.