>>24483853
I'm writing a poem. It's long by poem standards. I feel like while some of what I've written needs improving and some is unexplainably dogshit, a lot of it is extremely good. But because of the political contents I don't want anyone to actually read it. I'm worried people will think it's shit morally, which is arguably worse than people thinking it's shit literarily. But most of all I fear people will link it to me somehow. So I know how you feel. I'm literally anon but still worry. What's worse is that this cowardice is one of the topics of the poem, so I'm even a metacoward.
Also, I cannot read "I suppose" normally anymore.
>>24483818
And yet, qui bono? Your sacrifice has received its Abellite reward
>>24485575
You crave the pursuer role.
>>24484869
You're a retard. 99% of people are unimportant by definition. Live a life - a good life, a Christian life, or if you insist a hedonistic life; but live your life. It is meant to be lived. The cosmological insignificance, insofar as it is real (its not, we are precious in Christ) is, if anything, more of a reason to take pleasure in your toil and in your leisure. Pragmatically, do what makes you happy, because it makes you happy.
>>24485439
Unfortunately relatable but consider this. It's not too late. She's shown interest. It'd be stupid not to try to pursue at this point.