>>715874370
Anything ever keeps the void at bay forever. I'm growing tired, the more I try to connect the more I realize how alone I am. The more I detach the more the pull me in. I'm growing more disillusioned by people at large every day and I'm losing hope that anyone cares or loves. It all feels hollow. I hate all which I am. Video games are a reminder of the decay as their quality goes down and censorship thrives. It's like the world aims to swallow all my comforts which had some sense of warmth. I'm not a someone who is owed happiness or anything like that. Perhaps I deserve this emotional isolation due to being such a worthless person
But it's okay I'll masturbate soon and I'll be happy again so I guess it's fine. Sexual frustration does crazy shit to you.