Thread 715874370

Plug the void with sticks until there is no void anymore

>>715874370 (OP)
have u tried playing n~onw~okesl~op?

>>715874370 (OP)
Just watch TNG again.

>bored of vidya
>bored of junk food
>bored of porn
>bored of internet

why am i like this

>>715874370 (OP)
there's a cushion in youth where you can just go with the flow and enjoy pleasure. it's great while it lasts.

>>715874370 (OP)
read romcom manga

>let me continue not fixing this void and keep ignoring it by doing other timewasting garbage
>surely this won't backfire

Marche tried to warn us, and we called him a villain.

>>715874370 (OP)
>tfw nothing fills the void anymore
Even with a week away from work, I still felt nothing.

>be popular at work
>wife and kids
>just want to play bananza

>>715874370 (OP)
Only one thing left for (YOU) to do now: KAY WY ES.

>>715874370 (OP)
Do you eat right and work out? Just eating like shit will make you depressed no matter what you do.
>>715874963
>bored of junk food
This should be your default setting.

>>715874370 (OP)
Yes it does. You just suck now

>use Void Linux
>install vidya on the same drive partition
skill issue

The few friends i had all are busy with their sons. Now no one call me for a beer or something. Hell, even my dealer left and i can't buy white dust. I'm bored to death on weekends. Should i join a sect?

>>715874370 (OP)
I filled your mom's void last night, if you know what I mean.

>>715876634
i.................. dont geit it?

could you elobrate further?

>>715874370 (OP)
maybe if you stopped playing fucking gacha and played a real game again it would actually be fun!

>>715874606
>Feeling bad? Try my braindead /pol/ grift!
It's so fucking tedious.

>>715876867
i played

CDDA
rimworld
old RTS games like Empire Earth
dorf fort
gzdoom mods
jagged alliance 2
beyond all reason
medievla total war 2

and so many others, not a single gacha-type game, not even any of the trash that /v/ plays

it's still all the same shit man

>>715874963
This. My dopamine receptors are burned out. I don't get excited for anything anymore.

Seeing people get excited for mundane stuff is crazy to me.

I don't know how normalfags do it honestly.

>>715877010
>>715874963
It's time for sports, niggas. Get out and run. Stop eating garbage, cook good food for yourself.

>>715876947
all those games are shit! go play daggerfall, or open morrowind or something. or fucking withering rooms for all i care, but dwarf fortress, rimworld and fucking jagged alliance? No wonder you're bored.

>>715877010
because "normalfags" have a more varied lifestyle and don't drop out of society right after school or college to do nothing but play vidya and jerk off 24 / 7... like the average millennial loser faggot on here

>>715874370 (OP)
don't worry, the afterlife is what ever you want it to be, so you can create your dream video game there and play it for all eternity

>>715877105
i forgot to mention a ton of games and i did pllay daggerfall unity with mods and just played morrowind / tamriel rebuilt when the narsis update came out

>>715877115
>because "normalfags" have a more varied lifestyle

Oh yeah buddy lay it on me whats their great "varied" lifestyle?
Wageslaving?
Kids?
Vacay?

None of that sounds particularly appealing.

>>715876240
that pic is so fucking cute holy shit

>>715877145
>Anon's idea of the afterlife is pointless meaninglessness
How dire.

>>715874370 (OP)
I was like that until I played e33, then I finished it and now I feel like that again. I wish there were more great games.

>>715877252
you can have sex there as well, you can fuck who ever you want, even fictional characters

>>715877239
I hope you never lose that childlike innocence, anon, most adults would quickly recognise that that dog is being abused. The way it's gnawing on the toy in the third pick while he's being pushed under the cabinet is a dead giveaway

>>715877350
Sounds like your idea of the afterlife is literally just lucid dreaming or having an imagination, what an utterly pitiful view of things.
>B-but there it's real!
By definition, it cannot be. Nor would it have any meaning, as nothing has consequence.

>>715877354
i don't believe you

>>715877159
have you played elin?

>>715874370 (OP)
Ill fill your void, sugar.

>>715876425
> Just eating like shit will make you depressed no matter what you do.
that's not true.

>>715877432
No worries anon, it's probably best not to notice such things, it's perfectly natural for a dog to do something like that without so much as the presence of a nest blanket, and he's definitely capable of wedging himself in there like he is in the third pic, yup, dogs can totally do that....

>>715874370 (OP)
I've had this before. Currently I have the opposite because it is my excuse from being involved in "broken shit we can't fix" that is our world. I can only influence those around me and those I care for as positively as I can without being some kind of social media fag.

If you want real advice, you'll need to find something that fulfills you spiritually. Read a novel (or a bible), practice an instrument, do something creative with your hands (and mind), build or fix something, learn a new skill. Having a girlfriend helps, but ultimately, you need something for yourself. Exercising is a good way of tiring you out and feeling accomplished, even if it was shitty. If you're social, find somewhere for comradery in person, like mma training, hiking, church groups, classes that teach you something, sports, hell even board games if that's good enough.

>>715877504
nah, shill it to me

>>715877572
Nah. It absolutely is. Felt like shit for years. Stopped eating sugary crap 8 months ago and the difference has been night and day.

>>715877205
being a dropout neet who plays vidya and jerks off is better thoughever??

>>715877612
It's literally every sandbox game ever made, but the numbers in the background are represented by slightly different things! And you have slightly different stats and slightly different goals to pursue!

>>715877612
its elona, but newer.

>>715877657
It would appear to be neither better or worse, so why invest energy in changing course when the outcome is the same?

>>715874370 (OP)
>>vidya doesn't fill the void anym -ACK

>job fucking sucks
>no desire to play anything or work on backlog
>no desire to go out and do anything fun
>friends don't talk to me anymore
>pizza and junk food doesn't feel good to eat anymore
>I don't even think anyone remembered my birthday
>don't even feel like doing anything besides laying in bed

why are you depressed
just shake it off, as my mom said

I’m not my only real friend’s best friend, and he only has one other friend himself. The only thing that other dude has over me is that he has a similar normie job and they play sports and sportsball vidya together, that probably is enough I guess. I’m not that upset or anything.

>>715877423
Are the "people" you are talking to right now real?

>>715878034
happy belated birthday anon

>>715877716
>everything is the same
How do you know if you havent tried
>stop asking questions! Just consoom my le heckin' argumenterinos!

>>715878518
I'm not sure what you're angling for with this brazenly childish attempt at sophistry, by all means, elaborate on your query.

>>715878548
>How do you know
By the same means you seem to know there is meaning in trying. I.e: You don't, you're just talking out of your ass and merely pretending your point has any merit.

It's not my aim to convince you of anything, but you certainly seem intent on trying to convince people of something, and doing an abysmal job of it.

>>715874370 (OP)
Try booze.

>>715878569
First off, I'm a different person than whoever you were talking to before.
Prove I am a real person. If you can't then you lose.

>>715878678
Whenever i drink i just end up on youtube listeing to music.

>>715878034
Get some Vitamin D, get over yourself and talk to some of your fucking friends.

>>715877010
>>715874963
>My dopamine receptors are burned out.
its this, go outside and see a band or ride a motorcycle
I'm going back to school because my nan left me enough in the will to justify a couple years of night courses and I have a completely different feeling from when I was a kid because it's not competing with my vidya time, it's replacing it. Hopefully in a few years I'll miss vidya but right now I'm just bored by most my library

>>715878748
I DID!
I try to make plans with him, but he's always busy with work. Everyone else moved away years ago and we just stopped talking to each other.

>>715878548
>how would you know the overpriced bland soup isn’t for you if you haven’t tried it ??

See, I can talk „meme shit arguments“ too

>>715878860
>„meme shit arguments“
what shithole are you from that this is how you use quotation marks

I've given up on ever having a wife or kids, so there's no reason to work hard, which means I'm left with 40+ years to fill up with something. I'm just waiting to die now. Everything I ever wanted as a kid when I had nothing I have now, and it was fun for a while but now it's just the default and it doesn't do it for me anymore.

>be a gf-less loser for my whole life at 27
>finally had enough
>decide to play the game the 'right way'
>get an education over 4 years
>get a good meaningful, productive job
>get hobbies that make me get out more
>the entire workplace now is my age and yet theyre all already in happy relationships with happy family photos all over their desks
>my desk is just blank
>my hang out place is the same with everyone coming as a couple

I dunno man, maybe some people are just meant to be alone.

>>715878718
>First off, I'm a different person than whoever you were talking to before.
Which is as obvious as it is irrelevant.
>Prove I am a real person. If you can't then you lose.
Why did you think to respond to being called out on childish sophistry with doubling down on that very thing? You seriously think the world's most basic-bitch philosophical "gotcha" fallacy has genuine merit? How young are you kid?

>>715879108
i mean, you are supposed to interact with girls when you are young and / or getting an education

if you miss that, have fun in the e-dating meatgrinder where single moms with 10+ nigglets expect you to be 7 foot

The problem is humanity has advanced too far.

We've optimised all fun out of the game. Like back in the day hundreds of years ago you could be an illiterate farmer and take a life-defining trip to the big city for a few weeks and that'd keep you going for fucking years or decades. Nothing needs to be worked for anymore, every jackass on your street has gone away to a foreign country, and they're all the same place now besides a lick of paint. The world used to be dangerous, putting in effort was exciting, now it's like we're all living in a zoo.

>>715879112
>Which is as obvious as it is irrelevant.
I don't actually believe you noticed. And this is why...
>Why did you think to respond to being called out on childish sophistry with doubling down on that very thing?

>>715879327
>I don't actually believe you noticed. And this is why...
Which is again, utterly meaningless. You presumed wrong, but even if you were right it wouldn't have mattered in the slightest.
>I don't understand what sophistry is and thought you were referring to someone else when I was the one doing it
If you don't know the meaning of a word, there is no shame in just looking it up before you open your mouth. Continuing a conversation while merely pretending you understand its contents is rather disgusting behaviour.

>>715879463
Are you any closer to proving I am real?

>>715874370 (OP)
Get a job retard
Be a real man

>>715879707
What's in it for me?

>>715874370 (OP)
>>715877010
take a week or a month break from the internet and do something else, I followed the advice from some anon on /lit/ and felt better

>>715877205
They'll rotate through a few hobbies, usually, with a couple of mainstays. A girl I knew did
>crochet
>painting
>calligraphy
>that weird art you do with points
>reading
>writing
On a semi-set schedule. She'd switch when she got bored.

>>715878034
STOP TOUCHING YOURSELF, ANON.
Don't argue. You know you're doing it. I know you're doing it.
Stop it.
Cut back to once every two weeks and thank me in two months.

>>715879664
I already did, anon. You didn't notice?

>>715881484
no

>>715880826
>Kill your libido, it helps!
Lol. Fuck off Kellogg.

>>715881528
That's a shame. Not really a problem I can solve for you buddy, good luck with it.

>>715881557
>Beating your meat every 14 days kills your libido.
If that's unironically true for you then you straight up need medical assistance, anon. Your test is fucking shot.

Recently because of this mental state, and because a friend decided I should have her camera, I went out for a bit thinking maybe photography would be nice to get into.
Unfortunately, I'm starting to give up since I have like 3 spots to take pictures and I'm getting boring. And I clearly know nothing about composition.

Why did LOST turn into shit?
They had a thing going there.

>>715881672
>Anon doesn't know basic biology and doesn't know bodily functions like libido are increased and decreased through repeated use/neglect
Ah, so just some braindead /fit/ wannabe guru who spouts ideals instead of facts.

>>715881736
it didn't, it was kino until the end

>>715874370 (OP)
You didn't listen.

>>715874370 (OP)
>work hard
>feel guilty for wasting my life slaving away
>do something fun
>feel guilty for wasting my life not doing anything productive
Middle class mentality is hell of a drug

>>715881627
>That's a shame. Not really a problem I can solve for you buddy, good luck with it.
He said smugly as he walked away

>>715874370 (OP)
Remember Death. The void in your itty bitty finite life is incomparable to the void awaiting you when it's all over.

>>715881957
This is 4chan, anon. Not AO3.

>>715874370 (OP)
Void got filled for a bit with E33 for me, but now it's over and I'm back again with no hope.

>>715878678
I know a bunch of people who have ended up drowning themselves with alcohol until their pancreas or liver gave out. Not everyone can drink casually

>>715874370 (OP)
I switched to books and the void is filled again, for now.

>>715874370 (OP)
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLTTTTTTTT

>>715881736
They fell into a writing rookie mistake which is they didn't have a ending in mind when writing season 1.

Hey.. Hey!
Don't you post about me!
You don't know who you're dealing with! DON'T EVER TELL ME WHAT I CAN'T PLAY, EVER!
This is destiny.. Destiny..
Vidya is my destiny!
I'm supposed to enjoy this, damnit!
Don't TELL me WHAT I CAN'T ENJOY
DON'T TELL ME WHAT I CAN'T -

>>715881768
>Beating your meat every 14 days is le... NEGLECT!!!
You profoundly retarded gorilla. I've said my advice. The other anon can take it or leave it but you? You're beyond help until you accept it from people who aren't dribbling spastics.

>took the /fit/ pill
>been lifting for 4-5 days a week for nearly 2 years, eating healtier
>feel like shit, exahusted all the time, in a bad mood because I can't eat what I want and still feeling miserable unless I take pills

Last time I ever take life advices from this taiwanese shrimp farming forum

>>715874370 (OP)
I do walks with my dog and freestyle skating when some cunt didn't spill water on the goddamned marble steps in the fucking hospital and my front foot slipped and went straight out and I sat down on my rear leg and fucked the knee up.

>>715882686
>Anon can't process what he was told so he just makes up some random shit to sperg out about
Classic, well done demonstrating your ability, retard.

>>715882701
Did you at least get /fit/ enough to get laid?

>>715878103
your mum is taylor swift?

>>715874370 (OP)
Consuming only go too far.
You have to output too.

>>715882701
Lifting is the stupidest fad.
The only moment lifters enjoy is leaving the gym.

>>715874370 (OP)
i thought the same then I installed black flag and now im killing niggers with my triple barrel cannons so its all good

>>715874963
this is when I turned to sex for dopamine because I never had any until 31 years old so my receptors for that were as if I were losing my virginity at 16 and its been great desu

>>715883178
based

Femanon here

Have sex incels

>>715883234
Hell yeah

>>715878804
>see a band
I unironically get miserable at concerts cause there's hot women at every single one, no matter what genre it is

>>715882701
Doing it wrong.
Lifting is best done with the mentality of
>Fuck it just gonna have fun

If you're not having fun you're doing something wrong.

>>715874370 (OP)
Anything ever keeps the void at bay forever. I'm growing tired, the more I try to connect the more I realize how alone I am. The more I detach the more the pull me in. I'm growing more disillusioned by people at large every day and I'm losing hope that anyone cares or loves. It all feels hollow. I hate all which I am. Video games are a reminder of the decay as their quality goes down and censorship thrives. It's like the world aims to swallow all my comforts which had some sense of warmth. I'm not a someone who is owed happiness or anything like that. Perhaps I deserve this emotional isolation due to being such a worthless person
But it's okay I'll masturbate soon and I'll be happy again so I guess it's fine. Sexual frustration does crazy shit to you.

>>715883305
for the last time i'm not putting my penis in your acidic slime hole

unironically touch grass
you will feel a lot better with some sort of physical activity to ground you irl - there are tons of choices to be had and they can be treated like so vidya where you up your stats progressively but this time it takes hard work and perseverance.
I personally chose lifting, but really any kind of stimulating activity will do.

>>715883441
Sorry for the awful grammar. I'm retarded.

>>715883386
No one has ever enjoyed lifting in the history of humanity.
You enjoy it when its over, when you are no longer stressing yourself.

>>715874517
by void you mean butt, right?

>>715883627
It's ok Anon, we all are.

>>715883735
Are you serious? It's really fucking fun.

>>715883735
the exertion and effort during the lift can be extremely challenging but it is also fun when you reach goals/PRs. I treat it as some sort of RPG, slowly upping my stats (weight/reps) in the lifts I do.

>>715882701
>Took lifting pill when young
>Feel good
>7 years later
>2 back hernias
>Can't do surgery cause too dangerous
>Can't do any sport anymore
Yeah...

>>715882701
For me I've been lifting water bottles (because I can't afford weights) for 3 months and my arms went from flabby hams to actual muscle, except for my triceps which are still flabby. It makes me tired too but the fact that I don't look as bad as I used to is motivation enough to keep me doing it

>>715883921
Why dont you smile when you lift since its so fun? You always look like the image I posted lol.
Its painful so you grimace.
>>715884087
You dont enjoy the act itself so you make up goals for yourself so you dont quit doing it.
Maybe you are one of those people who thinks its good for you or maybe you want to look less puny. Either way, you dont enjoy the act of lifting.

The world is a corpse

>>715884401
sounds pseudo gnostic.

>>715884376
Painful?
You think tensing up means you're in pain? Are you mentally ill?

>>715874370 (OP)
The void can be filled only with death.

>>715883386
I'm not doing it for fun, I'm doing it because I tought it would help me feel better about myself. Now I'm just continuing out of obligation because I paid a fee and because I hope that one day it will click and everything will get better.

>>715884514
>Im loving life right now, this is so much fun!

I'm pretty sure I don't enjoy anything at all. Whatever I don't do in order to cover my basic needs I do for escapism.
My main hobbies are reading, writing, fishing... does getting drunk counts as a hobby? It probably does.
When it comes to socializing, it entirely revolves around drinking. I don't really hang out with you, I hang out with a couple of pints, maybe a whisky sour, you just happen to join us.

>>715874370 (OP)
Develop an actual hobby
>like what?
Read books, start writing, gardening, cycling, fishing, volunteering, tabletop gaming, do anything other than just sitting and playing videogames all day.

>>715874370 (OP)
I'm glad actually a bit, that 4chan is online and r9k/pol is leaking to other boards. I don't feel as alone in my misery, like I'd do without internet and this site. Everyone would act normal and tell me to pull myself up by the bootstraps, even professionals. The experiences I read here you couldn't pull out of people irl with pliers.
>>715885413
The problem is there isn't many activities with as good effort/reward balance as phone in bed or vidya games. Like minmaxing the best gear in a game, it gets boring, but you can't diversify because other gear setups suck and your dps will suffer. Hobbies are performative copes unless you truly really enjoy it, and even then it's just for the feel good chemicals. Volunteers do it to boost their ego not because they oh so care about (You) specifically.

>>715884974
>Focus during a tense gaming session
>Fun police kicks down my door, get fined for not having fun (my smile didn't show teeth for five seconds).

>>715886186
Look how much fun he is having, hes just radiating pure joy!
No pain involved during or after!

am i supposed to feel sympathy for you racist p*dophilic transphobes?you reap what you sow

elden ring was too fucking long it burnt me out on video games forever
thanks micky z

normalfags were right all along anons. It's time to admit it.

>>715886426
he looks like he's doing the goldface

>>715874370 (OP)
>Crazy people don't know they're going crazy, they think they're getting saner.
Why's John Locke such a bigot transphobe?

holy fuck this guy whining about lifting is the biggest soiboi on /v/

christ you fucking sperg you sound like a pansy. nevermind you ARE one

>>715887472
he somehow smuggled a spiderco onto a airplane.

>>715886087
>there isn't many activities with as good effort/reward balance as phone in bed or vidya games.
There is no reward in playing videogames. It's just instant gratification and you have fried your dopamine receptors because of it. The other actual hobbies aren't cope. Engaging in those is truly doing something which give legit rewards.

>>715874963
Because none of it is real life experience.

>>715884376
I agree that I personally wouldn't lift if there was no progress aspect to it. But for you to be an absolutist anon who decides what other people can and can't enjoy is just plain wrong - it's not out of the ordinary that someone would find the act of lifting heavy weights itself enjoyable.

Just because the act itself is challenging, and requires excruciating effort does not mean it is impossible to enjoy.

All some people need is other people.
Hell all some of you motherfuckers need really -IS- pussy. I'm not kidding. You can go all day on how fuck normalfaggots, fuck society and I don't want femoids or roasties or to get cucked or whatever the fuck you might think of, but it's others you need. And I don't mean coworkers or leeches. I don't mean family members that happen to tolerate you.

how do you respond without sounding mad /v/?

>>715884376
Now this is some grade A cope. With this logic, ANY physical exertion can't be fun because there is a level of effort to it which puts strain on your body.

This has to be bait. Either that or you're just a dysgenic who doesn't get the appeal of having fun in the gym. Also for the record, I have smiled and laughed mid exercise.

>>715888027
Just take the mentzerpill retard

>>715889207
>ANY physical exertion can't be fun because there is a level of effort to it which puts strain on your body.
That's correct.

>>715881736
It was kino all the way through.

>>715889207
Yes, you should never exert yourself if you dont want to.
Working out is not good for you. It only ages your body. Wears down your joints.
The cope people have is that you will deteriorate with age if you dont "maintain a physique", when in reality all you need to do is eat food for humans (meat) and not grains like a slave.

If you genuinely want to lift weights then go right ahead. But you and me both know you dont like it and you are constantly subconsciously trying to come up with reasons not to go the gym that day.
And that is because you do not enjoy it.
>>715889265
go lift your worries away

>>715881932
>feel guilty for wasting my life not doing anything productive
only applies to 0.000000001% of world population with extremely high IQ who push humanity forward, think tesla, einstein, elon... everyone else not in service of these elite men is basically wasting oxygen and contributing to slop and entropy and will be forgotten.

>>715877582
it makes me sad how naive (like the person youre responding too) are when it comes to social media meme shit regarding animals. I'd say 9 times out of 10 they are being abused into making these 'lol so cute' images. If you noticed how vapid humans are in regards to tiktok-esque crap then it's easy to surmise what they would do to a defenseless animal in order to get their dopamine likes/attention.

>>715888813
oh jeez oh man thats fucking genius (kill yourself shitbag)

>>715890820
I know, the truth hurts

i have zero idea on any of the multiplayer games since i exclusively played single player games my entire life

is this woman popular? I really liked her in the show especially her royal outfit

The worst part about life is knowing that you have nobody but yourself to blame for why your life is shit. The kicker is if you're a mentally ill retard and you have an unreasonable amount of self loathing, you see the worth in doing any activities that aren't instant dopamine rewards. I know I'd be happier if I moved out. I know I should try to find better employment. I have close to a dozen projects I'd like to continue. But I'm not going to because I have to rely on the one person I hate more than anything to take those steps.

Nothing destroys a man more than having a steady office job

>>715876578
Your friends are dicks. My buddy called me over yesterday and we grilled and drank beer while playing with his 10 month old baby

>>715890706
"Dude the animal is in horrible pain actually" is a tier 2 redditism

>>715891631
Preach to the choir.

>>715891936
I'm thinking about the animal being treated like an accessory where it probably lives a very shitty life locked in a kennel until it gets let out for a vid/pic and then tossed right back in.

>>715890820
He's right though. At least for most people. Life becomes tolerable through either connecting with others, or by finding your own internal spiritual strength. the choice is yours.

>>715891631
https://youtu.be/KlUdQQq325c

Watch it. Not like you have anything better going on, right?

>>715892043
It's a picture of a dog in his favorite spot anon, you act as if it's a monkey dancing Smooth Criminal. Get real.

>>715891631
Unironically start studying psychology and philosophy. Carl Jung and Stoicism changed my life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_VRT2FFXntc

Watch this, you have nothing better going on

>>715892206
no, it's in pain don't you see?!

Past a certain age, having vidya as a main hobby, can be a bad thing.

>>715892043
If you really think about it, most pets are treated like accessories. Many people force them to live in cramped houses all day while they wagie themselves to death.
They deserve to see the outside world and be free, but we breed them to be kept as pets in captivity.

>>715892294
I don't quite see the point he's making. You don't need to have the things listed in order to have a chance at marrying someone. If marriage is your endgame goal in current year, you're extremely fucking delusional.

>>715890569
>Working out is not good for you. It only ages your body.

This is objectively false. Working out changes your gene expression and upregulates repair mechanisms in the body, making you healthier in the long and short term.

Both lifting and cardio are beneficial in different ways.

It only wears down your joints if you overwork yourself or get injured.

Jordan Peterson on gaming

>>715874370 (OP)
Then understand that there was never a void to begin with, the void is only desire. Confront your desire instead of trying to placate it.

>>715892294
>>715892547
Why is it always the brown retards that buy into this redpill shit?

>>715874517
I've seen multiple beaver posts around on different boards lately. I'm suspicious you're a super undercover shill doing a very long tail add campaign for that new pixar movie.

>>715882054
> Not AO3.
What?

Dpwh

>>715892882
I don't give a dam.
Post more bobers.

Girls dont like gamers

>>715874370 (OP)
that's why i went back to runescape.

>>715874963
just lift bro. just b urself

>>715892732
they are very shallow so they turn surface level shit into virtue

>>715893132
>just b urself
Yo can someone explain this shit? I've been seeing it for years and never understood what it meant

>>715894340
holy new

>>715894340
Hello newfriend.

>>715874963
>wtf I've been overloading my dopamine receptors for a long period of time how come I don't enjoy life anymore?

>>715894340
Just stop caring what other people think of you.
Ask yourself why you ever gave a shit in the first place.

>>715893004
DAM NIGGA

>>715894371
>>715894480
i've been since 2017 here retards, i'm an oldfag

>>715894626
ah ok thanks

>>715894849
>merely pretending

>>715877572
it 100% is true
switching from eating frozen meal, burgers, pizzas and other fast and junk food to boiled chicken, eggs, veggies made me feel 100x times better in a span of a single week, now just eating junk food once will make my next day 10x worse, worse sleep, tiredness, mental fog
its insane how much food affects you entirely, both physically and mentally

Anyone else started feeling movies and books are more appealing than video the older you get?

>>715895175
movies fuck no
books yes
but you'll quickly run out of good books because publishers only publish women now

>>715874963
Just be sad

>>715895306
Malazan alone would take your two months to go through

ALEX PATPO FATTORINO DELIVEROO PISTOIA

Hot take
I think lost was a great show
All of it

It's because your life isn't in order. The reason why normalfags still enjoy vidya is because they have jobs they are progressing in, loving significant other's and/or kids. Your brain is essentially telling you not to enjoy doing rudimentary leisure activities until you sort your life out.

>>715874963
Do literally anything else.

>>715881736
>Becomes Persona 2 towards the end with Jacob and Man-in-Black plotline
how did they get away with it

>>715892882
We've got a nooticer. Shut it down.

>>715895636
Never fell for mazalan desu, should I reread gardens of the moon? It's still sitting in my bookshelf 15 years later

>>715884087
I grind in an RPG so I can do things I couldn't before
Lifting 5 more pounds in the gym is not something I couldn't do before because I can just use a jack or a dolley to lift more than any human ever could naturally, and being gymbro-tier muscular doesn't impress women, it only impresses gay men which is not a skill tree I'm interested in

>>715895306
There is a century of good books to read that aren't written by women. Tf are you talking about

I recently switched to TV/Movies/Books and the difference in quality is astonishing.

>>715896325
Read until you finish Memories of Ice. If you aren't hooked by then. Quit.

>>715878678
I just start giggling and stop really playing the game, spending the time trying to fuck with NPCs or glitch it out instead.

>>715881736
mystery box

>>715881932
unless you're a doctor or something equally important your job IS a waste of time and can probably be done by most people at your work place.

>>715883441
It's strange, really. I've seen post like these for years, a decade now even, and only just in the last year have I felt the exact same.
We are not all going to make it bros, but at least we will be together.

>>715874370 (OP)
>>715874963
get a hobby

I just fucking can't stand being alone anymore. Everyone tells me to be comfortable being alone but they all have friends and family. I hate sitting behind a screen all fucking day and the hobbies I do have that aren't behind a screen only distract me for so long. I don't understand how the fuck I went from having a girlfriend and friend group to being completely alone in such a short amount of time. It's even worse now that I'm 34. I used to think those memes about being 30 and the world being shit where wrong and "just go out bro! Be ur self! Age is just a number!" Where true but god DAMN the memes are both true and WAY FUCKING WORSE. 30 is the fucking line.

>>715897230
yeah but not a lot of those are worth reading
you will run out of stuff which hits your particular interests

I dunno I'm on social security and just play mw3 hc cyber attack all day

It's alright. I also run

>>715898497
you start noticing those fifty something fucking struggling and it stops dawning on you that there's still a ton of misery to be had if you don't get your shit in order

>>715891631
The real worst part is you do have a ton of people to blame and that you don't have full control over your life. Yes it requires you to try and play the game, but ultimately if the other person doesn't want to play the game either then your fucked.

>>715881736
Lost was pure kino all the way through

>>715895306
There are plenty of good books written by women. I actually just finished reading Haunting of hill house and it was great.

Fuck the current topic, what are some games that can emulate the feeling of watching LOST for the first time? Something that combines mystery and survival.

faggots

>>715894626
Because I want to be with other people and they care about how I am and I'm told to also care about how others are as well which is also supposed to connect me with other people.

>>715899535
Island Troll Tribes, wc3 mod

>>715899278
Any sane man blows his brains out before age takes them.
Hunter S. Thompson was right. Always have an escape route. This is a prison.

>>715895175
I only play tycoon and building games so no. Having a creative outlet is never tiring.

>>715899535
Some may disagree, but I'd suggest Until Dawn.

>>715874370 (OP)
try furry porn, I once bought and finished a game I didn't want just because I saw some questionable pics.

I have a handsome face so I'm always optimistic, are you guys ugly

>>715892095
>simon sinek
lmao if you actually listen to this shit, especially from that clown

>>715874370 (OP)
WE HAVE TO GO BACK KATE

>>715899535
Idk, The Forest?

>>715874370 (OP)
there is no void you retarded attention whore zoomoid

>>715899587
Nobody really gives a fuck about other people. At the end of the day people will look after themselves. Family is the only one that should matter to you. Friends will drop you on a heartbeat if it suits them. Get it into your head and you will be in peace.

>>715889032
i am the boat now

>>715899535
King of dragon pass
There's also that obra dinner game? The pirate ship thingy I wanna say?

>>715899535
risen 1 for like an hour

>>715889032
I would go back to camp and fuck the shit out of Claire

>>715891631
>>715899352
This is why I hate moralfags. Environment plays a huge roll in a person's life. We aren't gods who can control everything or are in situations where they have safety nets or support. They give out really vauge basic bitch advice and then refuse to elaborate while mocking you. They don't have real empathy, understanding or care. They are literally virtue signallers, doing to stroke their own ego and brushing off any actual work because they don't actually care about how fuck it is so long as their world is fine.

>>715874370 (OP)
Fuck off and rope already.

>>715900601
after you

>>715900601
the anathema of 4chan

>>715874370 (OP)
I'm just tired of being disappointed
>new anime gets announced
>CGI slop
>new streaming series
>existential anti-humanist undertones
>new film premieres
>rampant wokeness
I'm not playing the game anymore

>get excited for something
>it sucks
never again

>>715898497
>lwa
Based, hopefully life gets better for you at some point. You deserve happiness

>>715900638
I'm not suicidal and I like vidya little faggot.

>>715900902
>I like vidya
>spends his time on /v/

>>715901013
First time here in a month. Guess you can't relate you miserable faggot.

>>715900884
Can't be disappointed if you never get excited

>>715901104
Yeah totally anon, it's your first time here in a month and you just happen to come into an off-topic thread to ragebait about how happy you are

>>715898497
Just get some online friends. Play an MMO or find anons on /vm/ or /vg/ to play with.
Watching Twitch can help fill in the psychological void sometimes.

>>715901317
Sincerely just kill yourself. It's not going to get better and your continued existence just worsens everyone else's life. Kill yourself instead of posting dreck on the internet. I come here to discuss vidya not see losers moan about their worthless lives and that the mods don't ban this pathetic pity parades instantly is beyond me.

>>715900601
his error was to believe humanity's main trait is empathy, when in reality is hypocrisy, you can do great in life without empathy, but you can't even achieve mediocrity without hypocrisy.

What do you think would have happened if he got off the island?

>>715901505
not reading that kek

>>715901578
He would probably need a wheelchair again

>>715901578
anon he did get off the island

>>715874370 (OP)
>void doesn't fill the vidya anymore

>>715874370 (OP)
there's more void than me at this point, i rather embrace the void and become full emptiness.

>>715901505
>I come here to discuss vidya

>>715901624
>>715902121
Lads just kill yourselves already. You are pathetic.

>>715901505
if faggots and trannies can parade their mental illness so do we, and that kind of fills the void.

>>715902107
>>715901789
Samefag

>>715902337
There are entire boards dedicated to failed normalfags like yourself. Fuck off there to vent.

>>715902432
there's lgtAIDSvhapr++ board and yet you see faggots and trannies on every board.

>>715902432
"we've" been having feels threads for longer than you've been on this site.

>>715874963
ALL OF THAT are distractions made by people trying to profit off of your complacency in life.
A little bit of escapism is fine as a pallet cleanser between life and sometimes it is the only thing worth getting up for, but if you let it become the dominant time consumer in your life then you will slowly ruin your life.
You need to ground yourself with real life stuff, what that may be is up to you.
For me it's going to Uni and getting a degree after putting it off for 5 years.

>>715901505
>your continued existence just worsens everyone else's life
Good.

>>715901578
Turning the show into an end of the world, good vs. evil plot was the single biggest mistake in TV history DESU.

>>715902921
>Good.

>>715874963
>felt burnt out years ago as a teenager
>didn't enjoy vidya, music or anything anymore
>even stuff that would've made me super happy didn't really do much
>still had periods where everything was fine but thought I had some mental illness
>go see a psychiatrist
>immediately prescribes an antidepressant saying it'll fix everything
>take it because I didn't know any better
>blunts my emotions, making it harder to enjoy things
>can barely get horny anymore
>even though I stopped years ago I still don't feel human

I think I'm slowly getting better this shit sucks bad. Try to fix your dopamine by working out and fixing your nutrition/sleep before you try anything. Avoid SSRIs at all cost.

>>715893004
a friend and I would trap these fellas with snares and club em' so that we didn't have to stitch the pelts. we made quite a bundle in our teens doing that. all this spam on the website is making me want to go back for a reunion tour.

>>715901505
you're trying to hard

>I whine like a woman on her period
remember when men did stuff, now they bitch like their mama really makes you think

get a fucking kettlebell, no wonder you're balding.

>>715903190
are you from the 1700s by any chance?

>>715899669
he was an alcoholic, drug-addled child molester. of course he 'killed himself'

>>715903312
>kettlebell
Literal fag tier

>>715874370 (OP)
Is this the clinical depression thread?

>>715874370 (OP)
wtf was that ending

>>715903312
>remember when men did stuff

yeah before jews, women and boomers made it impossible to do anything you fucking retard

>>715903436
>lifting weight is gay
you only lift your FORK!!! fatass

>>715903557
What is "impossible to do" in 2025 your heart is a nutsack you're an on old lady!

>>715903336
nope. grew up in the rural midwest. born in 1990. that's how kids made money before turning 15. trapping coons, beavers, coyotes, bobcats. beavers were the easiest to skin, coyotes were the worst. coyotes were worth a pretty penny because the fur was sold to russia because they use them for liners in their military coats.

God I miss watching Lost with /tv/

>>715903843
who would you sell them to? Local tailors?

I was finally learning to be happy and enjoy life, but now I think I am just going to kill myself. After getting forced into taking the covid vax I have been having horrible health problems and inflammation going to different areas of my body causing the worst pain I have felt in my life, and they just keep cutting off the glands etc. that get filled with inflammation, then it comes back. No immune disease doctor or anyone will see me yet because they still haven't seen enough evidence that I have what they treat, they just claim it's all unrelated and everyone else has done everything they can, even though the only thing that helps the pain is anti inflammatory drugs and drugs that regulate the immune system. Now I am going to lose my medicaid and am in too much pain to work, I give up.

>>715902937
kys weeb

>>715878804
> its this, go outside and see a band or ride a motorcycle
Super boring mundane shit

>>715874370 (OP)
I used to feel the same, but then I just randomly started playing my old favorites that I hadnt touched in years and found them a ton of fun again. Recently I boughted E33 and enjoyed my time with it as well.

We just have to face up the fact that most modern games are steaming piles of shit, especially considering the increasingly ridiculous time investment they demand from you. That's what causes fatigue.

>>715903507
the entirety of the last season was retarded

>>715903726
Lifting weights is good, lifting kettlebells is fag shit

>>715882663
>griffith
fuck you for posting that pic

>>715903969
there would be a local guy who would buy them off us. he made trophy mounts like you see in people's houses. just a middle-man like any other profession but you didn't have to worry about getting screwed over because there are established rates for pelts, their conditions, and hell certain patterns on bobcats furs would sell over 100 dollars or more. stuff like that.

>>715902937
as someone who watched the first three seasons then skipped to the last episode - LOST was a perfect show

>>715903843
kino, america is kino, you could not do taht in europe even during the 90s

us europeans miss the old america prolly more than modern americans lmao

>>715874517
its so happy with the placement :D

>>715904626
I really can't tell if you're pulling my leg or not. Do they still do this? Surely there's some sort of pressure from government to regulate that sort of thing.

>>715897953
live together die alone

>>715878034
you are depressed
go see a doctor

>>715891631
>its always your fault even when its not!
Either narcissistic faggot or insecure faggot with low self esteem

>>715905143
What is so hard to understand about any of that? You have to get a fur harvester license, yes, but why are you being such a retard about the whole thing? Are you European?
no I haven't done fur trapping in probably 15 years. it's something mostly teenagers and young adults do for extra cash.
In case you dont understand it goes like this: I grew up in a rural community. my father farmed, every farmed. all these farmers own a lot of property and when asked the would let me trap their creeks. I trap them. I check them. If I caught anything I would either club it (I would shoot coyotes and bobcats no exceptions) or drown it. Then I would skin them and sometimes keep the guts to make dead piles to shoot coyotes later that would pick off of it.

>>715902937
It wasn't "turned on" it was always the plot, from inception. If you couldn't figure this out by the end of first season, with the amount of in your face hints, you are actually retarded.

Why the fuck do our useless fucking meatsack nigger bodies have so many goddamn flaws? Why do I have a refractory period and get sore so I can't jerk off 20 times a day? Why the fuck does broccoli not taste like chocolate to me? Why do I feel pain when I get hurt that is FAR in excess of being useful "hey you are injured" information? Why the FUCK do I need to spend a third of my life sleeping? Why the fuck do I age?

I'll never understand religious faggots, how the fuck do you look at how horribly flawed and retarded our reality is and go "yup this was made by a loving being, not a demented psychopath who fucking hates me"?

you’re supposed to be having a family
your body is letting you know that you are failing at your most basic task
video games are still fun after all your kids have gone to bed

>>715905818
I DONT WANT TO HAVE FUCKING NORMALFAGS IN MY LIFE GODDAMNIT

FUCK OFF

>>715891631
>mental illness this schizo that
No one asked you or cares, learn to shut up.

>>715891631
I don’t care, is there any way to unsubscribe from your blog?

>>715891936
Spoken like non white turd world filth.

>>715891936
>dude
Low iq moment.

>>715905818
this sounds like some gay AI trained on reddit. my life quality has insanely improved since I do lone hikes, hit the gym, eat healthy and have my free time 100% to my own character building. I am enjoying reading science fiction and ignoring the daily drivel of politics and the yapping about what people have to be like to please others. I'm not your personal entertainer or anyone else's, put that on a note and shove it down your anus.

>>715891936
>basic humanity is reddism
So think that epstein did nothing wrong?